today go co deng yu bai qu.
nvr even pai sha di er.
den when xu testing erhu.
i wenta see high jump
wah incrediblex.
jump so high.
high until can fly out of the mat.
HAIS
and for one moment.
i feel lyk crying.
i tink of alot alot things.
i wanna cry.
reli reli.
just cry cry cry
hais.
wad's happening to mi.
why liddat?
i thot no liaos?
why again?
hais hais.
i reli reli feel lyk crying.
den bth liaos.
went back to audi.
sat down dere like an idiot.
nearli cried.
but luckily did not.
hais.
den ltr went out again.
saw the same stuffs.
but more serious.
darn worried.
den when * - *
my heart like g0t a big slash.
den ltr stomach darn pain.
felt lyk dying.
told mui dat even if i spit out blood i also dun care ler.
i reli reli giv up on every single thing ler.
hais.