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hahaha exams finally over liaos.
regain freedom.
budden next week hor, by wed must noe results lerhs.
darn fast.
damnit lor.
want us to die mehs. hais.
how leis?
hais.

yesterday night had co celebration.
before that immediately aft sch me and fangx wenta j8 to take neos.
LOL long time no take mahs.
den i went home.
and went online.
den bathe liaos go j8 meet wendy, yeeting, fangx.
i was late again. l0lx.
hahaha *secret*
den wenta cityhall den to the hotel.
we were quite early.
den tok to muiteng.
we suddenly felt as if we shouldn't be here.
she feels that she's a reserve so she shouldnt go.
wad about me?
i m worst.
i m of shit importance to co.
even if i dun participate,
they still can get gold.
dat's wad i hav been feeling since dunnoe when.
and the feeling suck.
i ain't the kinda person whom YOU can insult and COMMAND about.
anyways i will hate that YOU forever. DAMN YOU

k enough of scolding.
and den the buffet started and blah blah blah.
why should i even go in da first place?
i felt so depressed.
and i saw how sad fangx was.
and i thot of the same kinda feeling i felt for the past 11 months.
da same feeling.
how sad i was, how hurt i was, how much i felt lyk crying.
all those feelings came back when i saw wad fangx is going thru.
it's like seeing the 2nd me.
but wad i felt was worst.
much much worst.

night is always a period of depresson fer mii. hais.