it's so difficult to be a human.
zuo ren nan, nan zuo ren
sometimes u just feel like asking the world outside to shut their mouths up and leave you alone.
but u just don't have the courage.

miic = no courage , stupid and dumb.


reli dun have any mood to smile @ all.
give all the hw , jianbao , compo , yan jiang ci , zuo ye , amath , chem , blahblahblahblah miic also numb already.
no feelings at all.

even now u let miic see jycx she also won't smile.
won't laugh.
won't feel excited.
won't be elated.
won't be happy.


but i'm happy for jycx that bai se ju ta has finally finish fliming.

but how come i dun even feel anything when i see this news ?

i see news that got actress like jycx already after fliming i also dun feel anything.
is my heart suppose to say :" NO CANNOT ! ): "?

i guess miic is clear about one thing now.

she has always been stupid fer all these 4 yrs.





miic has no one anymore.