NOT INTERESTED.

Hais. For those who are interested in the life I'm living now, you can go look back at my first 3 mths. How I did not go with my og, etc.
Hello. Me and them belong to TWO DIFF WORLD.
HAIS. One whole grp sit thr talk and laugh, me and my fren sit at the other table beside them. It's EXACTLY THE SITUATION AH NIAO DESCRIBED TO ME!! haiz.. I tell you.. it's terrible.
two yrs. i two days cannot tahan alrd. hais. even less than 2 days cannot le. i feel so.. suffocated.. but when i go for chi lessons, i feel so relaxed.. nt becus i've got more frens, but is becus the ppl around me are friendlier.. i tell you.. haiz..
it's already outcasted and nothing can ever change that..
I've tried to mix with them, I can't..




my life isn't good at all.



The best part of sch is when me lx wt and mq sit tgt and eat guo tiao.. I love it.. I love the feeling.. I feel so relaxed and I can smile and laugh truely.. And i reli want to thank lx for waiting for me for 1hr for the 2nd time.. Bussing home with your friend is good, less lonely, and you won't think of the unpleasant stuffs. Hais..




I may laugh and smile along, smile to them, laugh when it's not funny at all, i've tried to be a part of them. I've tried. but i can't.. I can't smile when the truth hit so hard on me..