Nervous breakdown.


I badly want to cry right now.
I've soooo many things I need to do today, tmr and fri and next week and every single damn day.
I've soooo much commitments that I cannot handle.
I've soooo many damn shit things on my mind that I can't solve.
There are soooo many questions that people want me to answer but I can't do it.
I've soooo many things I WANT MYSELF TO DO AND FUFIL BUT I CAN'T.
I've soooo little time.


Sometimes, I really want to quit school!

My brain is bursting. Fried.

And my english suck. And I hate it.


On the way home today, I felt so in a dazed. Never felt like this before. Helpless. Looking at the clear blue sky, but I can't hear / feel people around me. I'm so numb. My mind, my heart, my soul, numb. I feel like a robot.