What do I want?

I tell you, deep in my heart, I feel lyk crying.

I think I'm mad.

Maybe I'm.

Really. Mad.

Indeed, I give myself ALOT of stress.

At this rate, I'll go mad. Really. Do things that my heart don't want to do but my mind has no control over.

I hate myself until I want to cry.

Watching x-fam doesnt help cheer me up.

It makes things worst.

Before you start suanning me and shooting me, please, put yourself in my shoes.