Nobody to help you, you are left alone dying there.
You try to find some optimism in the sky, and somewhere faraway.
Then you look out of the window, only to find to your disappointment and sadness, it's only your wishful thinking.

You feel like a lousy dumb piece of shit when you sit infront of the com, stare at the screen, not knowing what to do.
There's no one to help you, and you're heading nowhere.
You feel the burdens on your shoulder piling up.
And there's no time for you to get rid of them.. They just keep coming.
You are so tired and you want to cry.
You walk home on the lonely path, heading to nowhere.
You reach home at 7 almost everyday, and waste money on cab trips.


You don't feel like saying anymore.
You just feel like your brain is bursting out of ur head.

You look at your dearest idol's photo.
But you can't smile, anymore.

Thank goodness, you have a pretty good class. Otherwise, think she will die sooner or later.


:( :( :( sad day, sad post, sad me.