Okay my blog might sound like I'm gaining sympathy or what, like pouring all my woes here, but trust me, you haven't see my real woes. You haven't see me bursting with my woes.

I just want to say,
Thank you to the people who cared about me, to cheer me on.
I just want to say,
Some things aren't so simple as what you think it is.
Really.
Words, really, easy to say you know. And I hate it when I can't express myself properly.
When you say it out, it seems so simple. BUT WHEN YOU DO IT, YOU WANT TO USE YOUR ACTIONS TO PROVE IT, IT'S LIKE SHIT.
I just want to say,
that it hurts when you think too much and you start spectucalating and imagine what it is to be but it is actually not what you think it is, and it's only your wishful thinking.
And then suddenly, you start thinking backwards
I just want to say that although I said that I won't be demoralised, I AM DEMORALISED RIGHT NOW. BECUASE THERE'S NO MORE TIME ANYMORE.



Boohoohoo.

I just want to say, I don't have anymore energy. Really. I really don't have.




I just want to say,
GP is next fri.
I just want to say,
I haven't touched chem spa and any homework.


I just want to say,
how many times have my eyes filled with tears but did not rolled out this week.


I know why are my posts so emo, cus I dun have "gan qing de ji tuo".
So lil jycx's news recently, so i turn to DD le..


I know i'm deceiving myself.