w0otx.
i m back!! l0ls.

ytd i wenta buy jay's c0ncert live cd and 7lixiang vcd. ^^;
lols.
it rawks man!!
still got a beri biig calender poster.
whee.
j a y rawks ..
j e r r y rawks t0o .. xD

hahahax.
s0 much hw.
tmr got e math test i haven even started revising it.
i m like so dead and h0peless.
X_x +lies.dead.on.the.floor++
and the dupid dupid commonwealth essay.
1200 words lei.
HOW TA WRITE?
save mii!!
x_X +lies.dead.on.the.floor.again++

haishaishais.
still cannot write up t0 1200 w0rds.
onli 800 w0rds nia. hais.

i.l0ve. JERRY !!
l0lx
smile spread across my face.
gl0w of happiness when ii th0ught of jerry~~ l0ls.
u n0e why i rather be obsessedd wiib id0ls den wib a guy so near yet so far.
cuz ...
u n0e that he is jus an id0l. he w0uld n0t make u sad. but instead his s0ngs, his v0ice, c0uld makke y0u happy.
on d other hand. a guy who is so near u, would hurt u unkn0wingly becuz of stuffs he did. th0ughh his smile w0uld make u smile unkn0wingly.. tears were m0re than smiles.

that's all i hab t0 say.
-sad-sad-miic *

sch0ol's been very very sucky.
got like 15 homeworks?
sia0 rights?
all due on m0nday.
wad the hell sia.
s0 MUCH and so DIFFICULT and nex whole week got tests.
we dun even have tyme to studii lia0s ler.
hais.
and here i m still online.
L0L n0tii mii..
ii niid t0 take a break marhs.
aiya.

everythiing iin sch0ol suckks lar.
including mi.
except 2e3`o4 ~ and sometymes 3e3`o5 ..

hais this few days s0metymes very happy sometymes very sad sometymes very confused sometymes very angry.
life sucks.
sec 3 life sucks.
s0bs0bs0bs

c0nfused c0nfused and sad and VERY VERY sad until my tears wanna dr0p drop and just DROP but they didn't.
i m once again numbed.
i dun ever wan to be un-numbedd anymore.
stay iit THIS WAY

sighs

PlsDunLetmiFallInLia0Ler
iHaveHadEnuff
DunLetmiFallInLer
iAmSadAndC0nfused
iDunWannaFallInLia0Ler
iDunWannaBeHurtAgain

sighsighs

-

sadsadmiic again
my head is spliittiing
haiisssx

haiiss
tests all p0stp0nedd to nex wk.
sucks.
g0t tw0 tests iin 1 day >.<
wadever.

kk.
i haven do hw come here slackk lers.
haiissx.

this few days get VERY frusrated cuz of a math.
blearghhhx.

haiissx the sad sad miic signs off ++
unl0vedd`

siAnNnz

came here to blog cuz tml got the sucky sucky sch0ol.
i hate sch0ol s0 much so much SO MUCHH.
haiissx.
i got no m0tivati0n derhs.
go sch is stardi stardi and stardi.
but lucki CNY c0miing lia0s ler. xD hahahax.
can see alot cousins, get $$ and eat l0tsa g0o0ody f0od.
lol

and den tests are c0miing >.<
sighsighs`

l0ls heard that 2e3`o4 planning cls chalet!! =DDD
so happy.
lurbe them to the c0re~~~

this few days slackk and slackk and slackk ..
nvr do anythiing.
no m0od
jus wanna slackk and slack and slack~
hais

[[ i need to love someone ]] hab i really really dunn like you? or m i just deceiving myselff?? haissx

y0x mi is back.

wenta t0wn t0day.
walk l0tsa places t0day.
leg pain.
HAISS.
b0ught 2 skirts.
fer new yr barhs.

hais.
m0od destr0yed.
shattered.
cuz of mani stuffs.
mui just called mi.
she said thurs co was like shiit.
shiit .. c0mplte shiit.
i tink i g0nna die thiis thurs..
g0nna get sc0lded and slaughteredd by herr.
w0 si lia0s.
wishh mii luckk.
HAIISSX
i hate co =((
why did i EVER j0in co?
WHY WHY WHY??

hais.
sec 3 so stressed.
tests c0ming s0bs0bs

i HATE sec THREE life
i WAN g0 BACK t0 SEC TWO life
with 2e3`o4
with ALL th0se HAPPY mem0ries.

sighhhsx
s0bs0bs =[
-sadness filledd herr hearttt

hais
back from camp.
dunn0e wad to say lar.
fun and n0t fun.
tried l0tsa stuffs.
high elements.
climbbing that tyme my legs trembling.
reach on top l0ok down my legs bec0me jelly and numbbed =x
den do the abseiling.
n0t scary der lar.
haha i surprised i g0t courage lar.
budden must hav fun marhhs.
the f0od sucks lar.
eat lia0s st0mach paiin.
=x

den @ nitex kip t0king to sing w0on.
t0ld her i miss jerry.
she misses shane t0o. l0ls.
t0ld ya obsessi0n iis bad.
^^;

sianz.
ii still lurbe 2e3`o4.

miisses every single one of themm.

i WAN that JAY`s c0ncert vcd ! ! g0nna geddit tmr ~!

hey y0u n0e wad. 3 days ag0 was supp0sedly the 8th m0nth. but it d0esn't exist. shld ii b happy? ii sh0uld be rights =) th0se feelings are g0ne.. but mem0ries d0 stayy.. i will always remember every single thiing`

w0ots.
t0day so irritated with her[s]*
sucks.
whoops mi bec0miing more vulgar ler.
but i promiwse angel i will cut down.
i swear la. from today onwards, cut d0wn, w0n't sc0ld sc0ld lia0s ler.

ytd nite nearli died trembling wiib cold and aching.
lucki t0day okay lia0s ler.
n0w house upstairs g0t pple ren0vate soo damn noisy. >.<
sianz. l0tsa hw. dun feel lyk d0ing.
packing camp stuffs. tmr got sec 3 camp. sianz SIANZ.
can't bring hp.
*cries* lols. sighs
thurs still g0t co.
HAISS. kk enuf.
will bl0g on thurs / fri. peeps take care.

all of sudden she just l0st ALL her m0od . destr0yedd just like that . things r s0 diff n0w. she dun noe why she feels s0 FED UP wiib some pple . she wished she could go back to sec 2 life . happily . but she COULDN'T anymore..

okis.
t0day went out t0 buy stuffs fer da dupit camp.
sianz.
threw my temper t0day.
felt s0 pissed and make pple s0 pissedd.
tears neali r0lled again >,<>baobeii handf0ne )): s0 saddy.
carn0t see jerry.
carn0t play c0m.
cann0t sleep on my ba0bei bed.
carn0t see my bendan[s]
saddyy. )):
but luckii lar. g0t angellic devil wiib mi.
h0pe same grp as her l0rs x) prays harddy

3 days.
ren yi ren barhhs. sighhs.

can i ever see hiim again? 11.o1.o5
dun tink can larhs hor.
cuz s0me planets g0 r0und the sun fer l0tsa rev0luti0ns als0 cann0t meet eachh other der.
even if they meet, they will oni past byy eachh other.

sighhs feeliing s0 b0red n0ws.
waiting fer peeps t0 b onlinne.
devil ! ! ! l0ls.

h0mew0rk still g0t al0t.
but dunn0e wadd t0 d0.
tmr den do barhs.

hmms kk i go bl0g surf lia0s ler.

byebyex.


dunn0e why.. s0metymes when i tink of that tyme he sms mi d0se smileyys. i will smile.. l0ls.. weirdd.

phew.
finally iit's friday.
y0u au gu0 ler yi ge li bai.

s0me tchers showing their true c0lours lia0s ler.
suckky. and terrible. l0l.

wadever la.
i g0 fer sch t0 study and my m0tivati0n iis 2e3`o4 =)

nex week tues to thurs g0t the camp.
sucks man.
mi and singw0on dun wan go.
in fact i tink al0t pple dun wan go lar.
cuz teachers gib billi0nz ob h0mework this week cuz nex week practically wh0le week n0 less0ns. w0 men ha0 ke lianx.. hais hais hais..
dunn0e can finish or n0t. s0 much.
kk h0pe the camp is fun~~

haha 11.o1.o5.. ^^ dunn0e y made mi xD but onli cha jian er guo nia.

hais i hate my life.
everyting ii d0 is wr0ng, everyting i d0 make pple angry, everyting i d0 jus make mi wanna giv up on EVERYTIING~ every single ting..
but i w0n't giv up`
i g0t thiings keepiing mii g0iing onn iin life.
f0r instance, angel ;) l0ls.
hahahax.

si lia0s. l0tsa hmw0rkkx. suckks.
tmr den d0.
t0day beri tired.
wh0le b0dy ache.
esp. my hands.
0uchh. l0ls.

kk gtg byebyex.
take care peoplex. =) dun cry k wu lun wadever happens~

w0ots.

deleted l0tsa p0sts.

2.. lols.

thanks singw0on fer being beside mi listening mi t0k crap.
and VERY SORRY fer throwiing my temper on you ytd.
i was feeling very crappy and pekk chek.
sry!!

heard got sec 3 camp.
sighhs* mi and sw b0th very sad cuz cann0t see _________ L0L.

hahax.. i lurve all my frens. =)

okks.
i've finally camme.
l0ls.

s0 much hw.
n i reli mean MUCH.
sii lia0s..
annd beri the stress t0o.
my braiin t0o small lia0s ler.
blearghhs.

came online cuz tmr and sunday got 2 full days ta do those hws.
and i'm g0nna wake up iin the aftern0on tmr cuz t0o tired.
hahahax.
this few days 5 plus wakke up lia0s lerrs. suckks.

siannz n0w.
cuz all my frens n0rt onliine.
i miss 2e3`o4 siia.
all of them.
and i mean it.
fr0m the b0ttom of my heart.

hahax.
n0w sit behind got advantage.
cuz when tcher say pair up.
i confirm pair up wiib singw0on.
l0ve her sia.
thankks ferr teachiing mii h0w to do mathhs.
-muack/kies-

muackkies t0 all mi frens.
and please take g0od care.
l0ve ya alls.

=D

w0 z0ng yu zu0 da0 ler..

ok i did c0me online ytd.
15 plus mins onli.
g0t impr0ve.
lols.

t0day al0t hw la.
and tcher teachh al0t stuffs.
s0 much stuffs t0 squeeze iint0 my tiny braiinn.
lol.

hais.
feeliing the stress.
and 3e3 iis s0 quiet.
teacher ask questi0ns nno one ans der.
blearghhx.
very the bu xi guan*
cuz 2e3`o4 is so nnoisy and s0 fun~
lol.
haiis sad l0r.

2e3`o4 iis f0rever the best n0 matter wadds =)
i l0ve them! l0lx.

my pal says that s0me stuffs lasts f0rever.. i usedd t0 tell her nothiing.. but noww ii tinkk s0me stuffs d0es last f0rever.. stuffs like 2e3`o4..

hahax.
zhenwen hmt cls same as mi from tmr or nex wk onwards. not sure.
eng cls same as amanda.
lectures iin audi same as some classes t0o.
th0se r the less0ns i enj0yedd and l0ok f0rward t0 m0st..
and dunn0e why m0rning tyme past so slow.
aftern0on tyme last so fast..
blearghhx.

tmr and fri g0t co.
nort comiing online.
mayb sat den come.
btws i m s0 happy t0day n ytd.
cuz i finally made iit. (x

byex pple.
stay happy. muack/ki t0 the pple ar0und mi.
wendy. amanda. zhenwen. muiteng. yeeting. ziting. si hui. fang bi. cynn. abii. trish. wan chin and of cuz n0t f0rgetting singw0on! xD

wad t0 say?
h0w's sch?

one w0rd.
scary

i sitting wiib sing w0on! and ar0und me is 2e3 peeps. lols.

and
I WAN MY YEAR BOOK!!
other pple get ler leis.
onli 2e3`o4 haben
s0bbies s0bs s0bs.
lols
budden hor, i b0rrowed from meifang.
den was flipping thru iit happily.
l0l.
g0t one i see lia0x kip luffiing.
that girn was s0 BIIG.
lma..
l0ls.
then singw0on th0t i sia0.
lol.

annd hors,
eng class wiib amanda they all!! ^^;; l0l.

and 1st day got hmw0rks and l0tsa stuffs ta read lia0x ler.
hais hais hais.
stress stress stress
cham cham cham

dead x_X

okks.
tmr sch re-open lia0x lers.
kinda sad.
mixed feelings lar.

it's like.
tmr when u step int0 the classrm.
it's t0tally different ler.
different pple.
tink i sure chng seats der.
hais.
and there is like 2 other michelles iin the cls.
*lie dead*
:'(
i miss 2e3'o4.
h0pe 3e3 is fun =)

haiis.
dunn0e whyy.
when i tink of tmr.
i jus feel s0 sad.
cuz there's no 2e3.
oh my.
but thank g0d lar.
g0t 1o 2e3 peeps.
we mus take care of eachh other !!
l0l..

lala. tmr mayb gettiinng backk yr b0okkk.
=DD l0l.
if dun hav. then wadever-

wadever lar.
pple see ya all tmr~!!

and i'm g0nna cut d0wn online tyme!
mayb one wk c0me online 2 or 3 tymmes.
den bl0g once. =))

mei ge ren jia you~!!
i l0ve 2e3'o4.. x)

dedicatedd to the following:

firstlii 96629.

-amanda- thankks fer listening to my rantings when i was sitting nex t0 youu. thankks fer organising everyting f0r the class. thankks for being my buddy (x

-zhenwen- you ahs. you never fail to make mi smile derhs. everityme g0t u der di fang sure beri lively der. i miss you. very sad nex yr not same class lers. but u will always b the kai xin gu0 in my heart!

-wendy- thankkx f0r the bbq f0od. thankks fer sharing ur secrets wiib mi. thanks fer giving me advices.

-muiteng- thankks fer everyting u hav d0ne fer 1e3`o3, 2e3`o4. thanks fer ur c0ncern fer the class, the am0unt of thiings u hav d0ne fer us. thankks fer beiing the m0nitress. thankks fer all ur advices and help. x)

sec0ndly to the rest of my g0od frens..

-abii- hahax. the m cat tymes were g0od. (: thankks fer sharing jay news wiib mi, tanks fer letting mi c0nfide iin you. thankkx fer being my fren =)

-trishh- l0lx. ur laughters als0 never fails t0 make mi happy. l0l. =) thanks fer being a niice frenn. thanks fer letting mi confide iin u t0oo.

-cynn- thankkx fer ur enc0uragement iin pipa. thankks fer helpiing mii iin pipa t0o. thanks fer ur c0ncern and everyting else.

-singw0on- thanks fer being my pal. thanks fer being there fer mi when i need youu. thanks fer giving mi g0od advices. you always make mi gand0ng der. l0lx. lastly, thx fer being my mei.

-ziting and yeeting- ziting ahs. thanks fer helpiing mi in pipa t0o. yeeting ahs. thanks fer ur advices and chatting wiib mi when i m b0red.

t0 da rest of the pple in 2e3'o4. good luckk iin everyting u do~
g0d bless =)

w0otx.
ytd kua nian's sh0w iis s0 damn disapp0inting.
no jay, no jerry, no nice singers =[

haiis.
wad a b0riing and sianz new yr.

w00ohoo. jan o1 ler.
sec 3 lia0x.
must learn t0 gr0w up.
LOL.

i must
-jiann fei
-gr0w taller
-st0p being s0 lame and crappy
-st0p showiing pple attitude
-be nice t0 pple
-cut down online tyme
-study hard
-be less sensatiive

=))

okid0k.
i wanna wiish jerry a..
happy happy happy biirthday ! !

happy birthday t0 jerry~
happy birthday to jerry~
happy birthday t0 jerry~
happy birthday t0 him!!
/ stay shuai
\ stay c0ol
/ stay happy
\ h0pe everyting u d0 iis successful

=D