Wa I'm so tired this few days man.
I can barely open my eyes during chem tutorials.
Hais and I don't understand at all lah.
HAIIIIIIIII.
I dunnoe why so tired also. Hais.





January came and went.
February is coming in a few hours time..

Time..



J square!
Chen yi ru & da dong~~ Shi cool de lor ((:

JERRY~ SAT! HERE I COME!! DOCTOR SU!

Life is short & fragile. Treasure life.

Yeah really. You'll never know what happen the next moment. Don't say things to hurt your loved ones. Otherwise, you will be hurt even more.

Today is a bad day hor me, but xiuyi made my day by being crazy! Hahahas!

Xiuyi is a crazy monkey! But I like. Anyways, they are gone already. Didn't manage to see them. Fated de lah.Hahas nvm ba. I xiang tong le.

AND THEY FLIM THE SHOW AT DMS'S HOUSE AGAIN!! HAHAHA I'M SO BLESSED TO BE THERE BEFORE!! TO TAKE PHOTOS THERE!! LOVEEEEE~
MY FIRST DEAREST AND SECOND DEAREST~~ YAY! OMG THE BRIDGE ^^; AHHHHH~ SO QIAO SO QIAO SO QIAO!! :DDDDD
Look forward , not backwards.

LALA all the zh ppl in this school rawks lor. At least the people around me. We can survive without those idiots and irresponsible pieces of junks~ Tomorrow's gonna be a tough day but I'm not gonna let anyone bully me. I seriously hope that those 2 pieces of junks won't come tomorrow. Then I would be happy! Really, I've NEVER SEEN ANYONE LIKE THEM. Thick-skinned losers.. *{Prays that they wont come tomorrow, or best, won't come ever again :D}*

Reply to tags: (like finally lah, one billion yrs nvr reply le)
Huiix : lol hack care the teachers lah.. they ntg better to do de. lol!
YUANYIN : seeya soon! lol all the best to you too.. =)
chin : lol you have fun in aj too!! yeah seeya soon. can't wait to see the whole of 4E3!! ;)

Great shows coming out at chnl u : BAI SE JU TA and HUA YANG :D

How to do gu wen ? SOBS! I DUNNOE HOW TO TRANSLATE AT ALL LAH! STUPID DUMB DUMB.


Today is the day whr they are going to have the autograph session. SOBS. want to cry ah )):
)): Sobs sobs sob..

BAHHHHHHH I WANT SEE DADONG.
I WANT I WANT I WANT. DA DONG!
I WANT WANT WANT HIS SIGNATURE.
AND CHEN YI RU!! OMGGGGGGGGG~
MY FAVs!!
But poor them have to act KO. ONE family under such sucky weather and ling yu.. haiz..

Hahahas. CALM DOWN MIIC. BUT I CANNOT CALM DOWN!!
CANNOT. DA DONG LOOK SO SHUAI WITH HIS BLACK SPECS~
Hai..


LOVE LOVE LOVE :DDDD
LOVELOVELOVE(((:



Nothing gold can stay. .
Deng dao shi qu le cai yao zhen xi.. Human beings are really weird..



Did not touch any homework today. Too boring to start. No momentum. HAHA!

Seriously the only thing I hate about school is GP. Really. It's one thing that really, would make me change my thinking and go poly instead. Hais. i do until i going vomit blood vomit food and heart pain and head pain and everywhere pain whole body pain.
Anyways some ppl are just losers & cowards. Would running away solve problems ? But nvm, at least I dun have to see her. :D IDIOTTTTTT IDIOT IDIOT~


THIS ENTRY IS FULL OF MAYBE(S)

Maybe aft first 3 mths will change h1 geog to h1 phy. Getting to lose interest in geog, or rather, i dunnoe how to read world map, how to identify countries..
Maybe i'm consider CCA-less. I think photography isn't my liao4. hahahas! I'm not suitable for photography..
Maybe I might not be able to stay in this school..
Maybe it will start to snow.
Maybe..
Maybe..


I've failed one of my new yr resolution, to stop being anti-social and open up. however, i cannot. really cannot. i stick to people i've known for many many years. i talk to people who have the same interests as me. otherwise, i'm quiet. i'm a loner. i don't eat with my og nor class. i don't talk to my og or class unless the need to do so. i cannot change this. please, someone, help me. change me. change the world.


Daoming si. Dadong. Ya Se Wang. Xiuyi. =)

I recorded FLH's interview just now using my mp3's in-line recording! THEY ARE IN SG ALRD! :D ALL OF THEM ARE SO CUTE :) ESP. DD! HAHAHHAHAA so funny sia ((:

Omg my 2nd dearest is coming TOMORROW. HAHAHAHS!!
DADONG yue lai yue shuai le sia =)

Tmr is my fav day of the week because school ends early.
Just want to say that, I'm really really thankful that I have Muiteng , Singwoon , Sihui , Ziting , Winghim and Naomi over at this school. Really. They are nice people.
I'm unable to open up to others. I don't mix around with people, and I don't like the fact when I smile at someone and she ignores me. It would make me really feel like a moron. And the worst feeling is to feel insignificant. Trust me.

Got to do GP stuffs ltr. Still got gu wen(s) to analyse, chemistry, math tutorials. BLAH~~ MMMMIIIIIICCCCCC JIAYOU AHHHHHHH~~~

Some people are just so HIGHLY RESPONSIBLE AND NICE. CANNOT STAND THEIR NICE-NESS SIA.


LOVING JYCX & JIRO (: J POWER. I LOVE LETTER J =D


Suddenly hen huai nian this song..

Omg I cannot stand it. I cannot take it.
Everytime I think of this coming sunday, I cannot take it.
I cannot accept the fact that my 2nd dearest is coming to SG.
And yet I can't go. Omg it's killing me man. I want to die ahs. =((((
I cannot express how sad I'm, how DYING I WANT TO GO!
He's so charming man! Lols!
Jerry is shuai & DD is cute. And both are cool. Lol! I like their smiles & hairs. lmaos~



And I feel that I love chem more & more yeahs!! =) No idea why. But dislike math.. :(


Yeah attitude. Everyone around me is attituding. Haha I myself too. But I don't really care yeahs. (: LALALALALALALALA~ Hais. To say the truth, I hate myself too.


EVERYONE GO BUY I ZHOU KAN. AND READ EVERY SINGLE WORD OF THE JERRY'S INTERVIEW. JERRY RAWKS. I LOVE JYCX (:
DON'T EVER INSULT JERRY. DON'T EVER. ESP. INFRONT OF ME.

And xiuyi rawks too =)
His acting improve le. His craziness make me laugh like a crazy person.

Ju hua tai is a great song! Touching & nice. Lol!!
Frankly speaking I feel like asking people to talk to my hand / leg. Dunnoe why. just like that phrase. That bo chap attitude. hahahas!

Dunnoe how to do math tutorial 2. Plain stupid. Tutorial 1 also got some qns dunnoe how to do.
I better stop slacking & get into the momentum of studying. Because I cannot stand myself slacking and being stupid.

Couldn't find the bag I want. But bought some clothes. Hahahas!

Better study hard man miic. Hais do I have a choice?

It's scary how people can change over such a short period of time, like the weather. Really.
I'm going to develop the "do I look like I care" face soon. I can feel this power getting into me. And I really don't care :D Friends.. come & go..

It's sunday tmr. Great. Mon can watch my DD. Dearest DD. I miss the craziness man. Hahs!! =)

Zhuan Shu Tian Shi mv.

Great song, nice&shuai guys with big eyes. LOL. Sweet&cute couple. hahahas.

School doesn't feel like school.Everyday go school but like haven't really started liddat, as in, my feel lah. still in slacking mode..Need a new school bag!! Prefably's the same as my darling's. LOL. But quite impossible lah. I mean it's guyish. But sometimes I suspect I'm a guy because my taste is those guys de taste, for e.g, clothings & bags. Lol. Guess I'm really a weirdo.

Currently stuck on TIAN SHI by wu yue tian. Rawks like hell. SO NICE! Lol I like songs with "tian shi" . Lol dunnoe why ? MAD ? The lyrics is nice (: Secondly, stuck on RU ZI KE JIAO By feilunhai or isit only dadong & chenyiru ?? LOL. Super cute lyrics. =D

Today release at 11.30am ((: Song man. Every friday also I guess =D Then waited for mui until 12.30pm den go for lunch (: . Nice. Then go walk around & look for some stuffs. hahahas.

HAPPY MIIC. Miic happy. NOT.

Gah forget it. It's friday and I love fridays and the weekends. A break from school. (: But the sky is damn dark now lah. Real dark. Thunderstorm again ba. And I'm all alone at home.. Lonely lonely Mrs lonely.

Goodbye! Maybe update later when I shuang (:

JIAO WO CRAZY JIAO WO HAPPY~~

I laughed over the phone for 15mins, until my stomach began to ache and tears come out. LOL!


If only the laughters will never end..

Lols today had long long long breaks.
Had LEP in the morning. i must say that it's quite interesting lah. the teacher is interesting, but very chim. hahas.
Then after that I have THREE HOURS BREAK. Song like wad. HAHAHAS. So just talked to wh and the rest. talked about the past. the freaking times of co. hahahas. bad memories, but i won't forget de. really.
Then they hav to go for their lessons le. So left me alone, doing chem tutorials.
After that they break le so we just talk again. Hahas I like talking & laughing with them. It makes me less lonely. Then chemlecture. Really sian & dunnoe what the teacher talking. Hais. Then later ate lunch with them. Yeah, the nice feeling. I wonder how isit like when some of them have alrd decided to leave this school. I'll have no friends for breaks & lunches. Even though it's true that we can make new friends. But to me, the old is always the best (:
I think my class teachers are pretty good.(:

Yeah, bon voyage wendy! Hope there got sell the jan issue.. (((((: Then I would be a happy happy miic again ((=

Tomorrow is a long long long day with CCA until 6pm. & there's PE tmr. WADDAHELL. I would be dead tired & will sleep like a dead pig :D Hais. HATE IT MAN. May I survive tomorrow..



Goodbye!


I love Jerry and Dadong ((:

Today is fine. But I poured NAOH on my thumb. Freaking pain and piercing ah. Lols. And today got no break, but tomorrow got long long break. & I no H1 geog lei how ? SIGH. Whatever lah.

Xiuyi is hilarious. I laugh like crazy man. Crazy fellow! LOL. Da shu also. LOL! DAMN KAWAII SIA!! HAHAHAHAS :D But he really very poor thing. Hais.. Anyways, look at his bashful face. SO CUTE =) . That girl is so cute & prettay !! HAHAHAS. If I'm a guy I would like her lor. Hahahahas.

Love xiuyi ((: JIAYOU SIA~ HAHAHAHAS. I guess I'm crazy.. talking to myself.. =)

If xiuyi is my boyfriend. LOL! I'll die lor. He's so cute & nice !! DON'T BE AFRAID BABY~

Cao ge - Superman :D

Sometimes I really regret signing up for first 3 mths.
I mean I dunnoe what my timetable is because there are 4 versions and non suits my subject combi. And it really sucks I tell you. It's terrible & confusing.
What is CSE ?? CAN ANY KIND SOULS TELL ME? There arent any kind souls around.
But I have decided that,
NO MATTER WHAT, FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS, WHETHER GOT FRIENDS OR NO FRIENDS, LONELY OR NOT LONELY, I WILL NOT CRY. =D I WILL BE STRONG.
I would study hard & read hard & understand hard & try not to be stupid.
I WILL THINK OF MY DEARESTS DARLINGS LIKE JERRY AND DD.
Wonderful guys yeah, at least to me, they are & would always be :D

This morning watch xiaozhu's concert. Superb :D
His songs are nice & he's super cute !! Take the camera from the fans and pai himself. Hahahas!
Today is sunday, means tomorrow is mon & i can watch hua yang le.
Hahas and lessons start @ 9.00am tmr.
But dunnoe what time ends.
Hope end early den i can come home watch. :)
My xiuyi makes me happy.


I'm off to do my usual stuffs. Wish me luck this week. I will and I can survive.

Hais. Feel like scolding the word all over the place. Really. Damn _ up.
Out of 12 qns of math, I only know how to do 3. Miserable 3.
But at least I finished my chi zuowen DRAFT! =D
I spent like, erms half a day thinking of what to write.

BTW , the timetable SUCKS.


My stomach is _ pain.

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fill in the word.





Trust me, later my pillow would be wet.
And my eyes would be small & red tmr.

It finally stopped raining after raining for almost a day.
HEAVY RAIN, FLOODS EVERYWHERE.
The play mag rawks. I FU TANG DAO HUO WALK IN MUDDY WATER JUST TO GET IT.
Okay lah the issue that I want to buy.. Cus sg v slow lah.. Only got until Oct 2006. I want JAN 2007 de. GOT MY DEAREST AS COVERPAGE :DD . Guess I've got to wait until JUNE / JULY / AUG / SEPT. LOL!
But play mag really worth the buy.
Alot things to read =)

Went back to ZH.
Rawks lahs(:
Saw the people I missed =)
Talked to teachers. Well, things really changed.
And i tell you, next week with class alrd. NO ONE I KNOW SAME CLASS AS ME.
I will die one I tell you. Because I don't talk. I'm a quiet little girl =DD MUAHAHAS~
Okay lah if I know u well, I will sing to you every morning & talk crazy things with you.
But if I dunnoe you well, I don't talk @ all. =X hais.
What to do with my anti-social character. Hais. FORGET IT`

DAMN alot of homework.
MATH is really.. Out of 7 qns i only know how to do 2. Hai..
Chinese essay no inspirations to write about. Or rather, no one to write about. Hais..
Chem lec & tutorials I think I got time then do..
Hais..

Must go do hw liaos. HAIS.
Hais. Sorry my blog has become a sighing blog.

How I wish I can find back the happy Miic who will JERRY & WANG DA DONG always..

Hais.

SIGH.


HAIIIIIIIIIII.


HAIS HAIS HAIS.



Other than sighing, I dunnoe what I should blog about.
My life = TERRIBLE HORRIBLE KANASAI.
My world = kong xu, fakeness loneliness.
My mind = confusion, deadness, sickeningness.

I'm getting more & more stupid and slow.
I cannot catch up / dun understand / dunnoe / cannot get in my brain / damn tired.
ALL LAH.
Lol I took geog h1 instead of econs h1. I won't regret der. Even though my seconday geog sucks big. Lols. I guess I'm the only human who never take econs. Whatever lah I dun care :D
Tmr is CCA bazaar. Maybe I joining gz ? DUNNOE LAH. SEE FIRST.

I'm sick! Lol. COUGH AND FLU. TERRIBLE FLU. SAVE ME~

Ah i feel so dumb. Why i everything also dun understand. The subjects seem so foreign to me =X
Too long never touch textbook de result. Lols.

Ytd went back to zh. I mean we can go back everyday =.= LOL. It rawks lah. SO NICE! HAHAHHAS. OUR DEAREST TEACHERS ALL STILL THERE :DD

Shall go read up ~ BYE!



DON'T BE AFRAID BABY~ JINXIUYI~ HAHAHHAS.
JYCX`` =DD

Don't be afraid baby! ~~
DD's acting is superb =DDDDD ! He walks out of the comic~ Naturally. Hahahas!

I badly want to go on the 28th jan for the qian chang hui. I mean, I've got the pass ma. But it's a SUNDAY and 6pm lor. LIKE HELLO SO LATE @ IMM!
NEXT DAY GOT SCHOOL. If dun have I sure go one.. PON ? hahahas! I dun think I'll because I'm MIIC. =))
So forget it bah. Face reality Miic, you can never see your 2nd dearest DD. Never ever ever ever~
Fate likes to play a fool with me. Take for e.g, jerry come sg that time.. Alright I dun want to say anymore..
SUAN LE BA~~~ Mian dui xian shi, continue loving them secretly~ Lol!

AND BAI SE JU TA is showing in FEB, channel you. I'M REALLY HAPPY. THANK GOD I DIN BUY THE VCDS AND I BOUGHT KO. ONE INSTEAD. MUAHAHAHAHAS~
After bathing and I walk out, I hear a familiar voice.. MY DARLING'S. Den i saw the ad. HAPPY! FATED. LOL.
I fu tang dao huo also will watch one~
EVERYONE MUST WATCH OKAY! SUPPORT JERRY ! ^^;

AND ZONG JI YI JIA's gonna rawk~
The story is funny as always~ Even though DD become SUMMER. LOL~ I dun care~ I will still love one~


I WANT JERRY's HAIRSTYLE. XD If i go perm my fringe can liao~ And highlight a little of gold!




AND WENDY IS BACK TMR =)


DADEEDOO~ My blog revolves around JYCX & DD~

ZEFFY !! OG 33 ((:
Frankly speaking, I think our group rawks lah! hahahas! Our faction too. YELLOWWWWWW~
So what if we din win anything. Lol.
Ytd was disco night. Wa damn high sia. Blast the music, jump jump tiong tiong sing sing. Lol. Cheer like mad. 3333 double three double three~~
The day before we went to sentosa. Lol! VERY TIRING and rain heavily somemore. But you know, just have fun. Lol cheer cheer cheer lor.
Today got flag day. I never go lah. Headache + sore throat + no voice + block ears= combo one. lol. I can barely open my eyes .
And the song overprotected is damn nice lah! by britney spears. SUPER SUPER NICEEEEE~

Haha lessons start next week. But first day I only got GP and Math lecture. SONG BO. hahahas. THEN I'M GOING BACK ZH. I feel v starmoonsun lah. I mean, I keep saying ZH sucks but actually it rawks. EVERYONE THERE RAWKS except mo gu lah. I MISS THE LAO BO , hearing the sweeping sound from LAO BO , MRS KOH , MRS NGIAM , ELIM even though she left already , even cls's scoldings and fa feng , my seat , my class , even my CCA. EVERYTHING THERE. HAHAHHAS. Like ytd went go sentosa that time, past by zh. WAAAA the feeling is sucky.. =X


And I'm so happy you noe, cus Wendy's coming back !! She will be back on Monday like OMG i haven't seen her for more than a month!! :( YAY CAN SEE HER SOON. LOL.

Dunnoe what CCA to join. Any suggestions?

By the way, I broke my principle of sleeping at 10 sharp for the past few days. I feel so dui bu qi towards DD. LOL!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHS!
Still feeling so NUA. But nvm, I go see my dearests photos and stuffs I'll be alright cus I'VE GOT THE POWER! HAHAHHAS!



Haha and I must say something.
I really think jerry is the best. You know why ? He has the ming2 xing1 feng1 fan4.
What an idol should be. Humble, won't dua pai, kind-hearted, compassionate, nei4 lian4, wen wen er ya. Lol. I love him not only because he's freaking shuai but because of the above qualities. ((:

LOVES! JYCX!
LOVES! DD!
I LOVE XIU YI`
I LOVE XIU YI`
:D

HAHAHAS YTD DREAMT OF DD.
YAY! HAPPY!
Lol! The dream doesnt look like a dream. Instead it's like in some shows / songs.
Then I woke up feeling very happy. LOL.
By the way, Xiuyi rawks. Lol repeat after me, XIUYI RAWKS. Lol! Everytime I see him in the show I laugh like crazy ~ He's soooo adorable & I feel like touching his hair! LOL!! biantai. hahahas.
Shuai dai le~ Puma brown bag ^^ XD Song gei wo leh!

School's starting CHU-MARROW..
SUCKS YEAH. hahahas!

But nvm, endure and I will survive.
I will think of Jycx & DD when I'm upset and I will have the POWER!
YOHOO PARTY TIME! LOL.






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WAHAHAHAS. Jingdian man. jingdian.
To read, go to VIEW > ENCODING > UNICODE ! :)

My first post of 2007

Wanted to change blog url and everything. But couldn't think of any url. Lol so decided not to change. This blog, pei le wo 3yrs already. Hahas the longest blog I ever had ba.

Okay so ytd was the countdown @ tw. This yr only got chnl 54 got. V DISAPPOINTING.
I want watch the ba da one!! At taizhong one. But dont have the SCV channel for it SOBS!!
I think ba da one is better. Hahas.
The countdown was boring FOR ME lah. hahahas.
I mean, nothing interesting.
But nai ge is damn shuai man! And lan xin mei. The guo biao wu. NICE!

ZONG JI YI JIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I want watch!
And zhuan jiao yu dao ai ! Got xiaozhu & xiao gui ((:
Hahas 2 must-watch shows of 2007`
ZJYJ especially =))))))))))
Hahahhas! You can say that I'm bias.
Becus DD is wearing the kinda cool cool black black specs in it & I like guys who wear that specs.
The kinda specs that xiaozhu wore in xing fu lie ren mv lah! hahahas!!
And chen yi ru is shuai. His voice is nice too (((:

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,


HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR JERRY! LOL.
May ur career and everything be smooth-sailing,
eat well, eat more, rest well, sleep well, takecare of health.
YOU ARE IRREPLACABLE (: