trying not to cry
but i can't
reli cann0t
i can feel my throat tightens.
and slowly,
tears are brimmiing to my eyes soon.
but i swear.
from 29o3o5 [today] onwards,
this is the LAST heartbreak.
guys r jerks =)

thanks wendy fer giving mi l0tsa advices.
thanks my mei. xie xie ni. ((: you are always there when i nided you. love ya loads.
thanks sing woon, fer teahcing me some stuffs which i dunch understandd.
i regretted not hearing her advices.
reli reli regretted seeing.
if i nvr see, i wouldnt hav felt lyk crying.
i wont cry larhs.
hahax told ya all,
my tears are all used up.
no water left anymore.
dehydrated.

sighs.
this recess i feel very xing fu.
cus eat with 2e3'o4 peeps.
reli reli happy.
also,
i haven see jerry.
th0se r the reasons why i go on living.
without them,

i would hav died.

wheex.
got new laptop! lols.
my uncle giv mi derhs.
l0lx. ^^;
so happy cus it's faster.
hahahax.

urg.
hate this new tymetable.
sucks to the core l0r.
3 peri0ds of maths on tues.
that's enuf to kill mi.
to make things worst,
we hav TWo periods of hmt on wed and thurs.
first two periods somemore.
and also.
got alot alot double periods.
walao wanna die siahz.
rao ler wo barhs!!
PUI*

kk i go study ting xie liaos.
l0lx.
ppl take care.
hahahax.
l0ve nai ji ^^
love big nai ji even more ((x

nevertheless, jerry still rawks more. ;]

i m back.
i cried ytd.
okays.
crying is good.
let all out.
but i swear i m not gonna cry after this.
cus the feeling jus suck to the frigging core.
the moment u tink of someone and ur tears just blurred ur vision and u kip needing tissue paper that kind of feeling.
urg.

okks.
so sians lor this few days.
weather so hot.
=x sucks

xi huan ni der tou fa~
xi huan ni wei xiao der shi hou yan li chan bu zhu der guang`
lols.
leo ku rawks! =)

peng you men..
xie xie ni men yi zhi zai wo shen bian.
woainimen` x)

today go co deng yu bai qu.
nvr even pai sha di er.
den when xu testing erhu.
i wenta see high jump
wah incrediblex.
jump so high.
high until can fly out of the mat.
HAIS
and for one moment.
i feel lyk crying.
i tink of alot alot things.
i wanna cry.
reli reli.
just cry cry cry
hais.
wad's happening to mi.
why liddat?
i thot no liaos?
why again?
hais hais.
i reli reli feel lyk crying.
den bth liaos.
went back to audi.
sat down dere like an idiot.
nearli cried.
but luckily did not.
hais.
den ltr went out again.
saw the same stuffs.
but more serious.
darn worried.
den when * - *
my heart like g0t a big slash.
den ltr stomach darn pain.
felt lyk dying.
told mui dat even if i spit out blood i also dun care ler.
i reli reli giv up on every single thing ler.
hais.

hais
i dun understand a single thing about geog + chem lors.
i m like mati liaos ler.
chem esp.
i damn sad lor.
it's like, simple logiics i dun understand at all lor.
and this whole week darn tired.
tired until i almost slept in class.
onli my left eye open.
arghhz
yawns man.
i wanna sleep lar.
haish.

now life getting "better"
nopes nopes i mean berrer
hais.

tues got co performance during assembly.
i very proud of co lor.
i very proud of pipa group.
L0lx.
co rawks.
but jerry rawks more.
lols.

hais this yr sucks.
everything this yr sucks.
sighhs.
lucki friday dun hav to go to school.
can slowly do homework.

sighs.
i still smiled.
=x

ahahahz. i love them! (x thanks fer being there fer mi.
96629 still exisit i hope.

yawns yawns
damn tired leis.
hahaz.
t0day w0ke up at 7.30am
dench go wendy's hse fer project (i was late) lols.
den play with hp.
den do finish ler.
go j8 find my mum.
(i have been g0ing j8 fer 3 consecutive days)
yesterday als0 got go.
took neos.
aiyahz i suck so much =x lol.

t0day finally COMPLETED my chem~ ^^
lols.
left those cl wrksheets.
tmr den i go home do.
forgot to bring larhs.

hais hais.
gonna kai xue ler.
SUCKS man.
i rather hav co everyday.
i hate schhool.
plus this term got mid yr.
i die ler lor.
so many thiings i dunch understand.
HAIS.

l0ls downloaded l0tsa s0ngs into my mp3~
so happy siaz.

hais.
this holidays i learnt al0t.
feel with ur heart & n0t judge by wad u see.
i feel so sick with some pple.
they changed alot.
disappointed.

i miss the past -

CO jia you~!!
heex~
today from 9.30am to 12 plus did my chem in the audi.
while enjoying co playing sha di er.
hahhaaz.
tmr got to prac under da hot sun in the open sia.
so malu lor.
blearghhz.

looking back at the happy memories make my day.
tears of joy.
how i wish.
i could return to the past.
i miss the past 96629 -
i miss the tymes when we just go opp. fer lunch and we luff and luff over roasted pig -
i miss the tymes when we sit down and talk -
i miss the tymes 2e3`o4 is so united and funny and the whole class just burst into laughters altogether -
i miss the tymes when everyone cheerred when we won anyting -
i miss the past mi -
this few days i reli got problem in my head lors.
i feel damn evil in mi.
-sucks- hais.

hais.
i die ler lor.
i tink i failed eng lor.
hais.
will retain der leis.
hais i dun wan retain leis.
s0bs. hais

kk enuf of it.
dun care.
my life is always full of downs.
i tink i flunk chem too.
hais.

fail fail fail.
blearghhz.

today got co also.
quite happy lar.
cus nice music.
HEHEHEx.
co jia you~!

tmr pai sha di er.
i can sit at the audience seat and do my chem!
l0ls. cus i dun hab to play~
wheex. ((x
lols.
hais.

now hush little baby dont you cry ; everything's gonna be alright =)

sat nite went out to watch hitch.
ok lar.
budden i tink too grownup ler. xP l0ls.
den ltr morning sleep until very late.
hmmms. den wad.
den ltr go do hw.
hw left a math.
i DUNNOE h0w to do at all.
tmr ask mui help mi do.
she is da best! l0ls.
kkk wad else.
hmt wrksheets?
which i m like not gonna touch?
and chem tys which i HAVEN touch
and lastly the chem project.
miic jia you! =)))

hahahaz today had chinese oral.
flunk it.
dunnoe how to read the words & dunnoe wad to ans.
s p e e c h l e s s -
lols

hahhas i dunnoe why.
ii wishh i still love you.
but i dun.
emptiness in my heart.

whoohoo from tmr onwards got co ler.
kk co jia you! x)

WOW
wad a nice holiday.
it's the NICEST holiday ever.
with chem tys the WHOLE of topic 2 which has i tink more than 120 pages,
chem project,
chinese zuo wen,
eng compo,
2 eng trial examination papers,
2 journals & i DIN BRING MY journal home,
e and a math tys,
3 history source based qns,
1 ss SBQ

and the BEST OF ALL is that,
WE HAVE CO EVERYDAY from 8.30am to 4.30pm.

you noe how wonderful is that?
wow wow.

n u noe wad?
i failed my ss, hist and physics and i tink eng too cus i write out of point.
like wth?

she's dying soon.
tears rolled down her cheeks.
she can't take all these anymore.

one good thiing is that,
i dun love him any more.

real sad.
sad
sad
sad
& nothing else.

all becus of him agn.
he tinks onli he himself sad isit?
why must i like him?
why isit that every little ting that got to do with him makes my heart SLASH?

i hate him forever-

but i love 2e3'o4 forever x)

2nd entry fer the day..
gan chu liang duo.. lols..

jus now went out.
my mum bought mi the brown baggy that ii always wanted !
x) so happy lors. l0lx. x)) hahahaz.
den ltr stand outside s&k look at the DAMN shuai DAMN cute DAMN charming der JERRY.
OH MY GOSH lor. so BIG leis that poster.
I WAN THAT!! l0lx.
den my brother helpp mi use handfone take down xP hehehhex.

hahahaz. happy happy`` `
and hor, somebody der class move to 2nd floor liaos ler leis. *wootx*
wendy & mi very the happy. l0lx. hahahahaz.
i m mad.
but i dun mind being mad.

tmr dun tink coming online.
gonna study fer geog.
dun wanna fail it ..

kk that's all.
& i chnged my template.
i like the pic.

you noe what.
i m so glad and thank god fer letting mi be in 2e3'o4 last yr.
thank got for letting mi hav such nice memories.
and thank god for letting mi be in such a wonderful and UNITED and FUN class.
no class can ever beat that i swear.
i love 2e3'o4 forever.
nothing will ever change that.

this whole wk is a damn SUCKY and *t0ot* wk fer mi.
br0ke down on dunnoe when cus i thot my student organiser l0st.
den it turned out that it was under the newspaper -.-
wasted my tears.
nvm lar sometymes cry abit nvm derhs. l0ls.
den so much STUPID homew0rks and i haven revised any tests l0r.
was pia-ing.
esp. a math.
nearli died.
cus. i ALL the qns in review problems 3 dunnoe how to do.
damn PEK CHEK. so started smashiing the calculat0r. lols.
i m mad larhs.
yarhs. under alot of stress. l0ls.

now DUNNOE h0w to do a math.
and
billions of w0rk.
and i haven t0uch geog textbook.
isn't it wonderful?
aiya sui bian larhs. w0 bu guan ler.

this few days.
kinda happy.
cus of him.
a smile is a curve that sets everything straight.
he is da curve. HAHAHAz. i m maddiex. ((x siao ding dong.

hahaz by the ways,
JERRY YEN rawkx t0 the c0re. xP
2e3`o4 rawkkx.
lastly, 96629 ; my so called "lessie" fangx ; yeeting ; and of cus, singwoon
rawkx ((x

hahaz. i wan new layout!! =x