today i was almost late from school.
i seriously mean almost.
1 more sec and i m dead.
detention.
at 7.25am, i was still at the 135 bus-stop and i rush across the road all the way to school.
1st tyme in my whole life run so fast.
hais.

wasted my precious time in co.
bao gui der shi jian.
nvr even perfom xing kong.
den i was the only one hu did not wear the costume cus i ask her and she say onli pai sha di er.
den ltr got xing kong.
wt*
whatever i dun care abt co anymore.
she reli expect us to treat co as everiting.
but too bad i dun treat it as everything.
*shakes head*
and today's co make me change my opinion and attitude towards some pple.
conflicts exists in pipa zu.
i m disappointed.
why can't pple just give way.
dun bi so sacarstic can?
i cannot stand it.
stop quarrelliing!!
urg.
and some pple reli sucks.
i realised it today.
=x i m extremely disappointed.
hais.

let mi introduce u to NUTRI-SOY soyabean milk.
it's a darn nice soyabean milk man.
i realised the poster at the bus-stop is so interesting and wonderful.
isit fate or wad?
never in my whole life have i yu jian guo zhe me qiao der things
i should be happy.
but i m nort.
and will never bi.

frigging loads of billions and tons and mountains of homework this "long" and wonderfuL weekend.
will spend the rest of my weekend doing.
and study fer ss exam.

oki.
i have came to blog.

well today is a darn saddening day for mi.
sad sad sad.
so wad if it's liddat?
mayb u all tink i very happy.
but i tink onli yeeting noe that at that point of tyme i just feel lyk running to the toilet and cry.
too bad we going fer nini's lesson.
aniways.
back to wad happened fer the past few days.
well i kinda missed co.
cus it's like, just last week we are like lian-ing like siao.
practically everybody's gona crazy.
den suddenly so relaxed no co.
=x

hahaz got back some papers.
i m glad i din fail chem.
i m glad i passed hcl.
but i m darn frigging sad i failed history again.
so in total, i failed 2 ss papers and 2 history papers.
how wonderful sia.
shakes head madly*
sighs.

aniways i realised that.
i love jerry more and more each day.
wakakakaz. HAHAHAz.
he is the bestest bestest and no one can beat him.

aniways.. on monday.
had eng and hcl paper 1 lers.
i wrote alot alot "meaningfuL" stuffs such as "living ur lives to the fullest and not with regrets". well alot of that are singwoon told mi der larhs.
all crap lor.
if i could do that, i wouldnt be writing such stuffs.
i would say: "life rawks"
but after the exam i would have a "crossed-finger" =p

and this fri our chem tcher and hcl tcher gonna leave us ler.
thou they r onli trainees.
budden we rely enjoyed their lessons.
):

nan guo de shi hou, shui zai shen bian, pei wo diao yan lei?

look at this.

for the first tyme zhco participated in syf,

we got

GOLD

=)))))))))))

damn happy can.
cus we onli established fer abt 4 yrs?
and we got our first gold!!

(((((((x
so happy lor.
everyone screamed, cried, luff, smile.

=)))
at least our efforts paid off.

(x
muacks to everyone in co. +) u all r the best.

okk.
i m back.
for short tyme onli larhs.

this week damn stress ah.
reach home at 8 every single day
like wth?
all because of co
and i definately 100% fail chem.
last page blank,
suppose to convert to dm3 i never.
nevermind larh i tell my mum i confirm get zero.
she say nevermind.
cus she noe i never study.
cus the day b4 i reached home at 8+ and slept at 9+.
earli rights.
s0 i never even t0uch.
hais.
sad lor.
fail again.
hahahax.

got back a and e math.
a math was preety fine.
at least din disappoint mi =)
hahax.

i realised i m of shit importance to co.
i think i better dun go school on fri.
who cares lor.
i doesnt even exist to anyone.
esp. to her.
treat mi like shit.
damn you. go to ---- HOW CAN WE SMILE WHEN WE ARE FEELING SO DAMN SICK, TIRED, and freaking SAD?
nevermind.
2 more days to freedom.
den i can finally concentrate on my studies.

at that point of time, i just felt my heart froze.
i couldnt breathe.
and i wished i could just die.

r e s p e c t needs to be earned

i m backk.
from a long long tiring and pain week.

monday had a math test.
ok larhs.
den co.
was tiring & as usual din do anything at all.
sit down dere and stone.

tuesday had wad test ahs. erm. history? i tink so.
forgot liaos.
i die ler lor.
dun even noe how to do.
one seq write one page nia.
pple write dunnoe how many billion pages i write one tiny weeny part.
like wad the hell?
i m dead lor.
and i failed ss again.
i giv up.
sucks lor combined humans.
and geog worst.
copied so much stuffs but dunnoe wad r they.
onli noe they r alphabets.
and nothing else.
how wonderful.
definately 101% gonna fail geog.
better concentrate on other studies.
i not supposed to giv up lar.
but cannot take all thse stupid stuffs.
sucky -

den dunnoe wad test.
but f0r hmt.
i m reli reli reli dead.
cus.
i got more than 6 blank ans.
how great!

den thurs got co.
i very very gan dong.
relii.
without those dizi peeps and my darling muiteng.
i m dead lor.
i will never ever get to change all the 21 strings.
thanks to mingkai, kendrick, vincent, huiqi, amanda, and of cus, muiteng.
love ya all! xie xie ni men! (((:
and so. the strings got changed.

and today, got e math test.
was feeling darn restless.
yawn.
den got co.
xiao zu.
tiao yin.
den slack abit.
den go home.
saw things that i shouldnt go and see.
sucks.
and i jus wanna say, i hate my frigging class.
hate every single person.
except 2e3\o4 pple.
the rest all sucks.
f*** off man.
if you feel offended then too bad.
cus i dun giv a shit abt wad u feel.

sucks lor. hais.

my smile are all fake.
geddit?

the hardest thing to do in life is to walk beside the one you love so much,
but you noe that you can never hold his hands,
you can onli try to smile,
but behind these smiles,
are all tears.
billions of them.

whees i m backk..
haha dunnoe why dis few days dun feel lyk blogging.
so sians.

bwhahax i dis few days got guai leis.
got study.
hahahahhax.
becus.
i dun wanna fail.
wo bu yao bei kan bu qi.
but somehow, i still dun understand some things larhs.
cus i m born tupid.
dun understand simple logics! wahahhaa i m mad.

so,
in conclusion,
do you tink i m happy?
if u noe me well,
you will noe,
that,
the above,
are just,
lies.

whatever shiit,, but....
i wan that jerry dvd!

okiis.
i m back blogging.
long tyme n0 blog.
life's been okay larh.
ups and downs.
though more of downs. still.
den yahs wat else?
i changed my seat.
my darling is gone.
=(
cant tok to her liaos.
wendy also.
so far liaos.
separated from my loved ones.

hais.
this few days cant seem to control temper.
kip thr0wing it abt.
and tok alot crap.
say wad wanna die.
wahahhaa cannot die larhs.
haven go 2e3'o4 chalet.
i miss and love them so damn much siahz.
and it's reli alot alot der love lorhs.
got 2e3'o4 der pple der di fang i very happy der lors.
wont tink abt sad stuffs.
aiyah pple mi okay liaos ler larhs.
onli sometimes tok some weird and non - sensical stuffs.
dun mind mie.
just let mi rant rant rant k.
x)

loves jerry forever.
loves 96629.
loves 2e3'o4.
loves meis.
=))))

hais;
i can't take all these anymore;
dun understand a single sub; except fer chem and hmt;
getting e8 for combined humans;
getting a lesser than 65 overall percentage;
no reasons to smile;
lotsa reasons to cry;
so exactly? why do pple live? fer ?
hais;
every single thing sux;
every single thing;
but jerry rawks.
just n0w went out and saw jerry's mtv dvd.
i swear i'm gonna get it.