I wasted my day ytd. WTfishh. hais.. )): waste time, waste time, waste time. Waste my homework time. Waste my studying time.
No mood okay. No mood. Hais..

Pw sucks can. Completed PI but GPP how? It's empty!! The other grps finished i think.. Really dead.. No time.. tues sure alot hw to do. CHINESE hw.. I'm so screwed. Wed got math class test + chem test(i'm dead, chem bonding is shit) + hand up PI.. Omg I'm dead. DEAD. hais..
Then GPP how? 3000words. NOT A SINGLE SENTENCE WRITTEN YET. AHHHHHHHHHH!!
IWantToCry.Cry.Cry.

Hais.
I hate studying can. It's boring. And it sucks when I dont understand. Math tut 6c killed me can? Dun be mistaken, i dunnoe how to do 6A can? Hais. SIGH!!



AND I HATE PPL WHO SAY JERRY DAN FEI! HE NEVER OKAY. IF HE DAN FEI HE WOULDN'T HAVE JOINED F4 for the THING OKAY. Hais.. F4 is now JVKV..

Omg,, my mood sucks can. Sucks big. SUCKS! I HATE MYSELF SLACKING BUT I DON'T WANT TO STUDY. I DON'T WANT! Hais..

Guess I'm gonna bark at ppl tmr.. Sucks..

Sigh..
We went to the library and spent 1.5hrs thr trying to find one topic for pw. to no avail. sigh..
Hais.. I'm really depressed . :(

Sigh I hate tests and studying.
I dont want to.. But really, do I have a choice?



I hate ppl who doesn't keep their promises.
I hate ppl who lie to me.
I hate feeling stupid.
I hate not knowing what to do.

Hais.

I hate the dark clouds and the dark sky because it makes me depressed.

Man, I hope he doesn't leave! the only person in the class who is responsible and nice and can be trusted!!
Omg I dont want my pw grp to hav only 3 person left!! Omg..
Sigh!! :(

Hais. I have chinese to do, yes AGAIN. Chinese chinese chinese.. Sigh!! Forget it.. I chose it..
And I need someone to teach me graphing man. I dun understand what the hell is she talking!! IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME!! Hais, omg.

Oh yah my blog song rawks ;) But the singer's friend rawks more lah xP

TMR is a short day XD Yes I can finally sleep and let my limbs rest..
Today ran 10rounds.. around hall.. Hahs not that bad lah.. The exercise sucks more..

:( :( :( :( :( :( :(
): ): ): ): ): ): ):

MOODLESS.
LIFE-LESS.

I'm eating mint icecream now! so there goes my -sad until want to cry- feeling ((:
The coolness, the numb, the shiok-ness! LOVE IT!! XD

Hais.. I miss zh.. alot. ALOT. ALOT!!
I miss the teachers there. i miss chemistry lesson, i miss physics lesson though i dislike physics alot, i miss math lesson and mrs koh's mic & down the row thingy, i miss the don't really need to use brain chi lessons, eating sweets and talking during eng lesson, slacking during PE. i miss doing secondary homework. Hais. I miss being NOT alone.

no amount of words can express the lonliness in me.
I miss my old friends..
ALOT..
I love them the most! hahas!
No friends in my life now can be compared to them! (:

OMG zong ji yi jia! It's ending it's ending it's ending. THE FILMING IS ENDING !! XD

I can't wait to see ah niao this sat. from meow te! X)

It's raining agn..



Went to sch ytd to help out. Pretty okay. Finished within an hr +. But I reached at 1.15 and it starts at 2.. So I sat in the canteen with the bird flying around me.. Hais.. So sad and pathetic right? Lol.. I XI GUAN LE.. Used to being alone..

Hahas! Hope next sat is fun yeh! (:



Sian I typed alot jus now den internet explorer down den everything's gone!

BTW, this is what I ate for lunch -> 1 cai bing, 2 chickenwings, 1 currypuff, oyster omelette, rojak..

Omg.. I suspect I'm really a pig.. my stomach is bursting lah!



And.. LIGHTblue and black stripes are nice! lols.



Oh yah btw, I must really say I always feel gandong in sch.. Because of the teachers.. Really. I dunnoe why I would feel this way lah.. But it makes me feel that my hard work did not gone to waste. Not like in sec sch, you do so much shit, you get nothing in return..



And there are soooo many jerry news today! woots! there was this ahma who is 70+ yrs old saying she love jerry! hahahs I love jerry too XD lols.



Yan.Cheng.Xu.

I saw his hard work.. I saw his improvement.. That's my motivation..





When things go wrong, always try to solve it.. (:



here's a pic for you guys..

JIAYOUUUUU~ jerry&dadong and all my friends and MIIC!

MANGO TANGO!! SO NICE!! I think the auntie thinks we are crazy for buying 5 cups of it at one go lah! HAHA! At this rate, I would become a EVEN FATTER pig at the end of the 2 yrs!
Today is a tough day cum chemistry day. 2.5hrs of chemistry. Damn sick lah!! Hais.. But today breaks v little ppl der.. Hahas shiok!! And the majority of my cls are good peeps (: as in, can talk to de lah. Hahs.

I love this sentence -> hao xian mu, tian kong ke yi ku qi ((:


BSJT is ending soon.. :(

Sucks lah tmr hav to go sch. but i die also will rush home watch it der. (:

Hahas finally, it's the weekends X)

I'amaverymeanperson.
Ihateitwhenistarttalkingnonsensebecausei'munabletounderstandmyself.
I think my classmates think I'm a weirdo who sings all day long and talk crap..

LIFE IS GETTING COMPLICATED.
I just want to be a simple student without stupid things bugging me.

Must get into all these shit.

I can feel my head screaming, bursting and I FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE!!

And CLL is not easy at all. NOT EASY AT ALL! It's extremely erm, requires high thinking. LOL!! Today's articale sharing session was damn enriching BUT den agn, I look at the pathetic article I found.. It's.. hideous. LOL!

Tmr got GP lessons! Hahahas! Can see sw's ahem!! HAHAHAS!

Jerry&wu zun!! OMG ! hahahas!! my classmate was reading mypaper this morning and i saw the news!! omg.. JERRY! HAHAHAS!!

F4 at SMAPXSMAP!! OMG. hahahas!

Living in my own world. Only I understand the language I talk. HAHA!!

Today cca show us video clips of tw. Reminds me of tw. Reminds me of the air, the pacific ocean, the mountain ranges, daoming si's house, liu fu chun, the night markets, and suddenly, I want to fly thr badly..

*I will stay loyal to my CCA.



I think I chao slack de lor. Pple around me alot of things to do, me nothing!!

I felt like shit today, cus I see ppl with their classes while I loiter around the school aimlessly while waiting for my frens aft their phy prac. I put my bag thr den aft 1 min, it was surrounded by ppl and I have to take my bag away. The feeling isn't good at all. Maybe I should spend the rest of my life in the lib and freeze to death thr.. Haha on the brighter side, I listened 933 for abt 2hrs. HAHAHS! Shiok. See, I've learnt to look on the brighter side..


I reli felt that I wasn't forgottened when I talk to my junior. Though we weren't v close, but we talk alot online. Hahs! I miss her! I miss the school!!


Sigh..

Hahahas! Look at his face!!

Gtg! BYE!! tmr got PE!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!



I JUST WANT TO DROWN MYSELF IN MUSIC.


Oh man I'm filled with envy.

AHHHHHHHHH!!



I JUST WANT TO DROWN MYSELF IN MUSIC.


Oh man I'm filled with envy.

Qing tian yu ((:

I changed my blog layout! Like finally after a month plus. Took this from blogskins.
The sky. Why ? Cus I look at the sky every morning to determine my mood. Well, sort of lah! hahas! I love the sky. I love nature. LOL!

I was watching bsjt jus now. What should I say? IT'S THE BEST TOUCHING SHOW I'VE EVER WATCHED!! Within one epi, there are like, erm dunnoe how many touching sad scenes. First guan xin leaving yi hua, den chen kuan hav stomach cancer and he's dying, den xin ping dying. Wahseh. My eyes got tears lor. Really. it's like, so ke lian. tmr worst. yi hua's gonna cry again. Boohoo I hate it when he cries. :'(

I hate math and chem and chi. I have yet to finish any of the subject's homework. My brain is fried up man. I tried my best to think. AND I FEEL SO MUCH GUILT. G-U-I-L-T!




When the rain goes away, I see the sun again.

I've tonnes of hmwrk, i failed my PI. :( gotta redo. sad case. I've got my pw grouping. It's okay. Pleased with it (: My class is okay lah, quite funny. though lame la. hahahas.

HAIS! I'm damn sad I failed it lah. Damn. Hai.. :( Really sad. :( SAD SAD SAD!
Gp tcher is good, sw's ahem hahahas! nice tcher.
Chem tut totally killed me. No idea how to draw the bonds at all. AT ALL. Hais. Need help for chem.
Math tut killed me ytd night when I spent 2hrs doing erm 3 qns. and erm it's 3 parts of one qn mind you.


DEAD!! Half-dead. Died. GONE!

Today is a hai-tai day. i ate hai tai and hai tai rolls. LOL! hahas!

Today is a not bad day, with a not bad class, with not bad people.

Today is a not not bad day with PE four rounds and shuttle runs and sit ups which i only pathetically did 10 within 1min.

Today is a tiring and pain day with my da tui and xiao tui aching like mad. Climb up the stairs and down agn. And freeze in the lib after PE. Wasted my one hr thr. No mood to study! Hahas!

Today is a disappointing day with my CL standard deterioting and I'm getting so stressed up with the lengthy thing my class ppl writes while I only wrote erm 1page? Hai..

ZONG JI YI JIA]] wo hao xiang kan xia tian.. =)

I slept in the lib today, read some chi mag for 45mins and slack. Loads of time.. :x don't think it's good ok cus it sucks.
Yeah. My cls is pretty okay. With the exception of . On the whole, it's okay..
I kept kana suan today. friends, teacher. HAIS!!

And inclined pull up is haunting me. I was sooo tired yesterday. My legs and back are like breaking but I keep tossing and turning. All because of this dumb thing.. Hai.. :'(

Missing jerry & dd!

Yesterday night, i read thru the diary I wrote in sec 3 and 4.. Lol! 3/4 of it is about . u noe. hahas! Damn funny lah! But thinking back.. Sec 2, Level 3, the library thr. He suddenly walked out. Then sec 2, in the rain, sit thr eat chicken rice with the rain flooding the soup and rice but feeling v happy ^^ Hahas. Miic WAS really a stupid girl.

(:

I can't do a single inclined pull-up.
I can't pass.
I'm dead tired. I run as slow as a snail. I hate PFT. I hate sports. I suck in sports. I'm a loser :'(

Everytime I want to give up, i tell myself not to. Because my friends in other school are not living a easy life either. Everyone have their own problems, but just yao jing yao guan, and everything will be fine.. I HOPE.

Hais..

Woon.. I miss your spastic angmoh smile..
Sh.. I miss your blurness..


Sigh..

HOW TO STOP SIGHING?!
cure: jycx&dd.

Yesterday was a good day. met up with woon & sh! hahahas! i'm glad, that they did not change. they are still the woon and sh I know. jus tt, ah niao's smile has decreased :'( lol. yeah bought bday present, and I haven't buy my bag. I want a new bear bear necklace. Lol!! Hope to meet up with them more often (: I miss them so much, and I laughed so much ytd. Thanks the two of them for listening to my woes and sorrows, and I don't hav the want to cry feeling ytd cus I was with them! thanks! XD



I will try to be happy in my cls..

Read my mo fa laoshi book 17. This four days, slack like crazy.. =) But feel guilty also. Lols.

And it's the beginning of the hai-tai eating! lol.


i love my fam! thanks my uncle for helping me repair com :D

La~ today is a bad day for me. kana suan and shoot. hais. suan le. it's OVER already! happy happy~ short day~~ :D
My com's crashing any moment from now. Full of viruses and spywares and whatever you name it. So I've to complete my PI otherwise I'm dead. Mon must hand in. I think I can barely pass it la. LOL. I've yet to touch any homework so I better go do now.

I hope to see them this sat, I miss them alot. I just want to see them and laugh truthfully with them. I miss them! Esp. that ah niao! I miss her smile! lol i sound like a les agn. but it's true lor. I miss her spastic ANGMOH face! LOL!! don't think she will be angry with the word spastic because of the angmoh behind! lol.

And must start studying le. Hais. I hate studying. I go do CLL and Eng and math le. Bye people. Don't think I'll be blogging tmr unless big events happen. Lol.



drifting is unevitable..

CHANGE.

I hate it when people starts telling me how _______ _________ when she/he herself/himself also ________. it's like totally THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK. Stop faking it man!

Yah ytd is the first time I nvr come online since after o lvls. LOL! I think so. hahahs. I was like dead tired aft PE. Took height and weight. Both increase. Lols. Whatever lah I'm too busy to be concerned over all thse stuffs anymore.

Suppose to do hw today but stupid thing make me busy agn. Hais. Tmr will end :D YES! hahahas!

Look at the amt of hw I have for thurs fri sat & sun :
GP essay outline; untouched.
PW PI first draft; halfway.
GEOG tut; 1/4 way.
CHEM tut + try to understand lec; halfway.
MATH tut 5 + try to understand lec; halfway.
CLL essay; untouched.
So it means that all the subjects got homework. omg..


Jiayou Miic.

And thanks for the people tagging my board, yes ELIM rawks like crazy~~ BEST CHEM TCHER EVER =D

And I miss my friends dearly :(



Go be busy with the stupid thing le..
GOODBYE!

HAIS! Today is a bad day for me!
My titration titre was only 2cm3 lor. omg.. 2.. hahahas! do 2 times also liddat. there's somethign wrong with my soln lah! not my fault k! I know my work! lols. and the method is quite diff from what elim taught us. but i still used her method lah :D I miss her so much! miss her accuracy accuracy and HOW CAN U DO NOT KNOW YOUR CALCULATIONS. hahahas! Damn suck la. i wasted half an hr re-doing and still get 2cm3.. hais.. den end up left with 15mins to do so just bluff one ans. Hais.. I feel so guilty lor. This ruin my mood lor. I've said that I don't want to be sad yet this have to kill my mood :'( I feel like an idiot!
And geog tut I dunnoe how to do simple qns at all! FORGOT ALRD! hais. better start studying geog lor.. It's my choice, I chose to take geog..

Yeah & I'm dead tired lah!






...
and congrats co!


Hais. :( I'm really.. sad.. Cus of ...

OKAY!
I've straightened out my thoughts.
I'm NOT GONNA BLOG SAD THINGS ANYMORE.
I'm NOT GONNA SAY I DUNNOE HOW TO SMILE AND LAUGH ANYMORE.
I'm NOT. N O T.
Yah, I mean this is life lor. This is just one segment of life. If I choose to sad and brood over it, I can never get out of this. It's a viscious cycle. I would cont sadd-ing and piss-ing and burst-ing and moody-ing. I hate this Miic lah. I want to be the crazy I LOVE JERRY miic !
I want to be the-jiu suan shi jie yu wo wei di wo chao xi huan ni- singing miic~
I'm gonna adopt a positive attitude. Forget about the unhappy stuffs. There are much more things worth looking forward to. Like next fri! I'm GONNA SEE MY DARLING FRIENDS WHOM I HAVE NOT SEEN FOR MORE THAN ONE MONTH~~~~ I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY.

This morning spent 1hr doing atomic struc. tut. Ytd night tried to do chem bonding. But mission unaccomplished. It's tough..
Do until O.O hand gonna break.

Ytd den I know why bsjt so nice.
Jerry.. wa.. it's really omg touching lor. He v ke lian! Why always I like de so ke lian one. He's hurt AGAIN AND AGAIN!! Hais.. :( I feel sad for su yi hua.. But my love towards him has grown too! ^^ lol. I miss jerry!!


AND ALL THE BEST TO CO!! :D GOH K! ((: Look forward to their good news. Gonna support them tmr morning b4 going to school.. Sch starts at 11.30am for me.. :( hais.

PW showcase part is still EMPTY!

Yah that's all for this week.
Goodbye!