sianz.
sianz and still sianz.

hw almost finished.
but all half done der.
dunnoe h0w t0 do lar.
hais hais hais.
sianz.

feeliing nothing at all.
empty.

i realised ii really really really miss 2e3`o4 alot alot alot.
i miss them until i wanna die ler.
miss miss miss miss.
hais.

& hor, feeling so sad cus of sometings lar.
mayb not sad.
more of disappointed.
there was a pt of tyme when i chnged my opinion towards some pple.
but suddenly they do stuffs which made me feel so disgusted towards them.
and suddenly i kinda HATE them.
why is this so.

okok stopp all these. it's none of my problem how their character's gonna be and how pple look at them. it's their own problem marhs. if they insist of becomiing liddat, den i have nothing to say and nothing to do abt it.

hehehex
i love jerry yen~ he is the bestest of the bestest of the world.
he is so CUTE =) and so yandao~
and
he is the best ! =D l0lx.
esp. iin liu xing hua yuan.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh going mad. =D
i dun mind being mad~
l0lx
=D hehehex.

he is the only person hu could made mi smile at this p0int of tyme.
but i gave up.
it's a matter of tyme whether i giv up or not.
there's no change in the end-

i know they steadiing ler.
i dunnoe wad to say.
hais.

flunking all my tests nex wk.
dun understand a single ting.
my flu getting better ler.
but n0w got cough.
sianz.

hais.
dunnoe wad to say liaos.
jus that i hate the name michelle.
HAIS how i wish i m named miic.

whee.

had mc but still wenta school.
wendy nvr go.
amanda nvr go as well.
aiyah zao zhi dao i also dun go.
my flu's getting worst.
throat also.
ARGHHZ

homew0rks ALOT man.
plus i DUN UNDERSTAND a single ting abt e & a math.
flunk ler.

hais hais
arghhz i hate my nose.

mayb i dun love him anymore.

o yars and.
p u r p l e sky rawkx. =))

some thiings in life are worth living for.

hais.
i m so sick until i going die ler.
FLU.
and everything i see blur blur der.
and i tink got fever ler.
provided i haven touch any hw.

he smiled * =D

hiyox

weather so damn freakiing hot ..
perspiring like siaox.
blearghhz
hhais hais.
just now stardii hist until orh orh.
pigg lar.

kkk
i haven touch the eng storylines thiinggyy.
how bad isit?
NANANA~

stay smiling ::
it's nort worth crying ::
but i'm utterly devastated by him.
i can't belief it.
sad sad & sad.
wish them all the best lar.
sighs *
p.s. not that him* is another person larh hor. dun misunderstand ;)

hais.

i forgot to bring bac my hmt tb sia.
die ler.
tues got mo xie.
must memorise the poems =x
die ler.
onli can memo the las one.
hais.

homeworks can piliing.
and my e & a math i dun even noe how to do i hand iin ler.
terrible me.
i din wanna copy l0r.
but bo bian lars.
hais i hate copyiing stuffs.
i hate myself fer copyyiing.
sucks lar k.
hais

and fer the hist test on mon,
i DUN EVEN noe WAD and HOW to study
damnit man.
wad T E L sai lar.
hais hais hais.

sucks lar.
i sucks lar. k.

-dead

life sucks fer mii.
ii wishh i could cry&cry&cry

i doesnt exist to anyone. esp. him.
i m shit to him-
plain s h i t=
PUSHED aside bby everybody.
experienciing autumn iin my heart +
when will i ever experience sweet spriing ++?
i tink i m giving up soon +

her tears dropped *

hyi hyi!!

lols.
t0day hor, mi wenta town wiib my mum & aunt.
den buy valentyme presents fer 96629 + singwoon + yeeting + fangx xD
den hor, that zhen wen ahs.
call mi.
ii shocked tio.
den she say JERRY ON TV -> SHI ZI LU KOU.
i nearly fainted.
blearghs. so sad cannot see lor.
den zhenwen says she falliing in love with hiim liaos ler.
L0L of cuz lar.
jerry is un-fallable . lols dunnoe wad w0rd lars. hahahax.
she also say he VERY SHUAI n CUTE.
OF CUZ OF CUZ. lols..
and his smile can DIAN SI REN =D
haha dun snatch him away from mi!! you got your jay can liaos ler!! L0L -lame-
hahahax.
den my whole day mood very happy cus ii tink of jerry.
LoL.

wahh diis few days kept dreaming of -dashiing- =x
good or bad?
good lar of cus.
lols.

hais still got that tupiid hmt zuo wen havenn write.
dunnoes how ta write.
=x hate it.
& my hmt results so lan >[ saddiiex.

hehe ((: dunnoe y quite happy today.
i love jerry !
i love 96629 !
i love singwoon !
i love yeeting !
i love fangx !
and i love him too =)

i m back.

ytd wenta watch i do i do.
lame lar.
budden funny.
den ate ice-cream.
den go home.
den go watch dargon mirage.
den nth liaos.
reached home @ 12.
w0ke up at 5.30am t0day.
tired like HELL.

today actually dun feel lyk going to sch.
but i got motivation.
but when i reach sch i realised motivation did NOT came to school.
so saddy sad sad sad.
yah yah.
blearghhx =x
hais hais.

den go j8.
aiyaya. dun feel lyk tokkiing abt it.
i m pissed alrightx.
hais.
p i s s e d hais hais

and hw r like piliing upp.
and i m still here. tokkiing to singwoon.
L0Lx.
hahahax. sianz sianz sianz.
bye-

whees. i m back..

t0day had been fun & bored.
yupps.
funn cuz get alot ang p0ws & see alot pple whomm very long nvr see lers.
my cousins all become yandaos.
lols
yeahs.
den fun fun larhs.
yah yah.

shiit man still got hw undone.
tmr out whole da
having lunch at my aunt's house ..
den go watch movie wiib my cousins ..
den go see the dragon mirage thiing ..
so i tink reached home abt 11 plus plus ++
den fri still got school.
how leiis?? aiyaya.
i tink i fri den go sch write journal..
wadever lar hor.
l0ls.

96629 planning go each other's house bai nian leis. ^^
s0 fun.
can't wait.
i love them!!
they rawks my life.
i love them & miss them so much!! =DD

but i still love you the most *
it has been so long since 17o5o4 *
nothing's gonna change my love fer you *
dun be sad plz *
plz be happy no matter hu u r with *
but you hav never left my heart since 17o5o4 -

sianz new yr eve.
t0day's sch performance was sianz.

after that wenta j8 wib cynn, huifang aand of cuz WENDY!! =D lols
t0ok neos withh dem..
den ltr zhenwen den come..
and walkk and lame arnd.
den go hm liaos.
tired-

gonna go play maple.
l0ng tyme no play lia0s -.-
yars. den ltr going eat reunion dinner & go temple pray.
((:
whee.
wish everyone happy new yr!!
i l0ve you guys!
and i love you too!!

//- you r the only one in my heart ALLTHISWHILE since 17o5o4..

feeliing so sad ..

cuz thiis retarded dumb ass here name miic actually handded iin her eng hw to the nex cls.
i tell u my eng teacher g0nna kill mi >( s0bbies hais.
wad the hell man.

and thiis m0rning..
g0t a da ji.
biiiggg shockkk.
s0bs very the saddie l0r.
so far liaos ler.
hao nann gu0 ahs..

haiiss.
my new yr m0od g0ne ..
h0pe tcher wont scold lor.
hu askk mi SO STUPIID.

very VERY very sad now.
sad until my tears wanna dropp.
th0ughh tmr g0ing out wib my l0ved ones.
hais.

lols.
t0day hist period so funny sia.
that tgh ask wad is the size of singapore den she keep asking: wad's your size? wad's ur size?
den we all kipp luff luff luff.
den she say: you tot i toking abt bra size ahs.
LOL den everybody luff luff luff.
lols..
some tymes her lessons beri the funny and funn lor.
like tt tyme tok abt the tunku and marshall thing.
lmaox.
>.< somebody paisay lei. LMAOx
hahahax.
but sometymes scream @ us =x den tok dunnoe wad toking she der. =x =x
l0ls.

s0bs0bs

i gonna kill myself lia0s ler.
i can't get any single thiing iinto my stupid dumb mind.
i hate ge0g.
HATE hate HATE
i regret takkiing full ge0g.
shld hav t0ok bio.
i dun mind.
ge0g suckkks

hais
ii m dyiinngg s0on.
save mii.
i niid someone to save mi.

i miiss my frens.
nex tues mayb 96629 g0ing out.
n0t sure amanda&zhenwen can or n0t.
h0pe they can.
i lurve themm.
but i love jerry more. l0ls~

__o0t mih ev0l i x))

okiis.
i just changed my template ..
longg tyme no change ler marhs.
lols.
this template hor, not done by mii lar.
i oni ediit the piics and worddings.
((:

7 m0nths ltr he will be g0ne forever.
ytd nitex i t0k to sw fer a l0ng tyme.
she made mii luff until i neali died of laughters.
l0ls salted fishh.
den she made my m0od upp fer a short period of tyme.
then she made me realised many stuffs t0o ..
7 m0nths ltr i will be seri0usly sad sad sad and even more sad sad and sad.
hais.

slackked the whole day.
haven startted much hw.
sianz.

haha i love 96629, sw, yeeting and 2e3`o4 ~

sighs sighs
finally it's fri.
and nex wk is new yr.
i shld ba happy rights?

but why m i feeling so sad and moody and my tears wanna fall?
why izit s0?

hais hais.
tests all si lia0s.
esp hmt.
din even hab the tyme to stardii.
cuz i slack =P lols

hais.
my feelings returnedd.
my prediction came true.
hais hais.
why liddat. why why why.
just as i gave up like 2 mths ago.
wad the hell man.
wad's happening?
sighs sighs sighs. i hate this.
hais hais.
and i find it so hard to concentrate.

hais so much hw.
si lia0s.
and nex wk got the stupid ge0g test which i guarentee i will fail.
wadeverr.
hais.

ytd after recess saw him walkiing t0wards mi&wendy

t0day walkiing past his cls he suddenly walkk out and my mind turned instantly blank.

damniit.

and i dunnoe why.

i feel s0 happy.

stupid idiotic retarded aggresiive face =x

wah sianz.

ytd e math test ler.
use calculator get the numbers so BIG lor.
decimal p0ints gets biiggerr and biggerr.
den dunnoe how to do somemore.
hais.

my maths iis getting worst.
both a and e.
die ler.
nid pple helpp mi.
ge0g worst.
dun even understand a single ting.
blearghhs.
suckks man.

t0day chem also die die ler.
g0d bless.

sianz.
l0tsa hw.
commonwealth haven do finiished.
g0nna do ltr BA.
hahax.

hais
i tink i ___ again.
hais mi and wendy same same.
blearghx
=x