Dear blog:

I'm blogging for the last time. I'm not blogging ANYMORE until promos are over. Seriously, I'm stressed out. I don't have the time to study. My CCA is eating up ALL MY TIME. I reached home at 7.00pm everyday and by then I'm so tired that I wished I could jus lie down and sleep. No time for revisions, no time for tutorials, no time for understanding. And still must come and print stuffs, etc. It's really damn sick. Actually I off com alrd. But I suddenly rmbed i forgot to print prac3, so come back to print. Hais.
Weekends are also eatened up. Dear blog, I'm so sick of this. So sick. Everything is undone. Everything..

Until promos are over, I wont come blog anymore. I want to say I wont come online anymore budden still must do PW, EoM, printing of stuffs, whatever crap. Urg..

Goodbye to my life!

What do you do when people ask you, why you feel so sad and you don't feel like talking?
What do you do when even mint choc. doesn't help to cheer you up?
What do you do when you're stressed up and you can't complete anything that is given to you?
What do you do when you're so tired until you feel like falling alseep every moment?




What do you do when you can't find your smile anymore?

Just now went out and bought damn alot of things sia!

Bought stationaries, 2 boxes of ICE-CREAM !! , sweets , wang wang hai tai, etc.
Omg can't stop gorging myself with food while doing tutorials.
Just keep eating non-stop. Finish one go take agn. LOL!
And :)
It's waiting for me to flip it open. >((((((((((
Can't wait for the end-of-yr holidays.
No doubt it will be busy.
But there are so many things I want to do!
Zong ji yi jia is coming 3 weeks ltr after huan huan ai!! omg.. I've waited one yr for it.
But doubt I can watch it lah. Hais!!



Zzzzzz boring~





Tmr got MLB's autograph session ! Should I go ? I want to see SAM leh!! and hear his nice sweet voice :D seriously they rawk :D I love shi ying!!



Blah~ Life is so boring man. Mundane life.

Still got alot things haven't do sia. Like gp all these. I don't like de. SIGH ! ! ! ! !

Busy week.
Busy weekend.
Busy next week.
Busy next weekend.
Busy everyday.
Busy every moment.



So much homework.

Must finish math tutorial, chem tutorial, AQ, gu wen, and start doing EoM BY THIS WEEKEND.

PLUS GP GP GP test, need to do research.

Omg..



Hahas!

Zzzzz. Everyday stay in CCA rm for dunnoe how long.

Then we start bo-liaoing and design our hands! LOL!






Blah. Off to do math.. =X

Wow wow wow I'm put into this pressure cooker and it's cooking up my brain and my everything!! Omg..
I'm really damn stressed.
2 more months to promos and I've yet to start revision.
Simply because there's just so much tutorials to do. Esp. math. One comes after another.
Secondly there's no time at all!
Thirdly, I feel so stupid.. I can't get simple logics..


But I'm glad the WR is completed alrd. Left survey analysis. Yay!
Next up : EoM! :x

Bye!
Go print resources alrd.

Challenges, test of strength, test of everything.
I choose it, i accept it.

Nervous breakdown.


I badly want to cry right now.
I've soooo many things I need to do today, tmr and fri and next week and every single damn day.
I've soooo much commitments that I cannot handle.
I've soooo many damn shit things on my mind that I can't solve.
There are soooo many questions that people want me to answer but I can't do it.
I've soooo many things I WANT MYSELF TO DO AND FUFIL BUT I CAN'T.
I've soooo little time.


Sometimes, I really want to quit school!

My brain is bursting. Fried.

And my english suck. And I hate it.


On the way home today, I felt so in a dazed. Never felt like this before. Helpless. Looking at the clear blue sky, but I can't hear / feel people around me. I'm so numb. My mind, my heart, my soul, numb. I feel like a robot.

Ok I'm in this damnit freaking damn mood now so if the following offends you, you can jolly well don't read. Nobody force you to read anyway.

1. I HATE PEOPLE WHO FREAKING DAMN ACCUSE ME AND SHOW ATTITUDE TO ME.
2. I HATE PEOPLE WHO DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

Argh! DAMNIT lah. i really mean it from the bottom of my heart. I'm damn sickeningly angry.

On the BRIGHTER side, I went back zh jus now. Hahas! Alot of new tchers, never see b4 de. But mrs ngiam is as nice as before. She rawks lah! hahahas and seeing her makes me regret not taking phy, even if it's H1 phy. Really. Feel like i gu fu her. Haiiiiiii!



Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I'm boiling mad.

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~
Tmr is MONDAY!! Means epi7 time! :D yes baby!! hahahas!

Seriously damn sian. I think I'm so sick to keep updating my blog lah! hahahas. My blog is my life!!

K lah go do some work now le.

Goodbye!

Must restrict myself coming online.

Will blog less next time. :(((((((

Just finish mo fa lao shi book 18. Seriously it takes such a long time to release one bk until I already forgot the story liao.. :(


Really like this statement.. "With great power comes great responsibility.."

MLB - Shi ying :D



I just went to cut my hair, quite thin now & short. Hahs though not too much difference lah!



Sian next week school officially start le. No more PW times. I want PW times leh. Damn shuang can. Hahahas! SIGH! Promos is 8weeks ltr I think. Mygosh. Differentiation is doubly doubly hard. Anyways must go do some work ltr le. Can't keep slacking. Have been slacking for more than 2 weeks after midyears!! =XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.



And my url is a PARADOX! hahahs!



I'm so afraid of GP now.



I've a dream~~~ A song to sing~~~~





Blahs. Now is 2.15pm. Will be back later to do research!

My best friend!!

MLB - LEI.

Harrypotter !!
I'll rate it 4.8/5 stars! LOL! It's damn nice lah! the other 0.2 goes to the fact that sirius died so aruptly! LOL! It's the best HP movie so far. (: in my opinion.

MLB's album damnn nice! Shi ying is so damn nice. But I still like lei the most currently. LOL!




I really like sincere people.
((: 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for sincerity! hahahas i think i'm really crazy.



UnpredictableS. LOL!
The next two days will be dedicated to project work.
But yeah, no matter how tough, must work hard. Cant disappoint group members & teacher.
I yet to touch school work for many many days. =x
And chem is tough, math is tough, CLL is as tough as b4, geog is tough, GP is extremely tough. =X

Sian. Got E for GP. Hais. Highly disappointed sia. Hais sucks lah!
Bk review 500 words nia. Omg. Copied alot from the book lah, those quotations. Lmao. That's the way to go man :D

My blog song rawks! Don't you agree?? 2 5 5 7 1 7 6 5 6 7 7 7 7 6 7 6 5 ~~
xiao shi de xia yu tian wo hai xiang zai lin yi bian~~~~
Hahs PW time = listening songs & laughing & etc, you know lah, all the crap. HAHAHAS! Yeah my grp is so fun man! LOL!
Yeah aft sch was Macs with zh & wt! hahahas damn shiok to eat Macspicy can! hahahas! Yeah it's great to talk to them, v shiok. Can talk abt alot of nonsense. LOL!

La la la la~ la la la la la la la ~ *hums qing tian's chorus*

Damn, i better go do bkreview & pw! I haven't do ANYTHING for PW!!

Tmr is a long day..

stress

stress




GAHHHHHH!

Anyways, I really love group one. :D
I'm so glad I'm part of group one.
No matter what happen to us, be it split or what, I LOVE GRP ONE :D




Scorpions..
LOL!


Lessons end at 12pm for me tmr :D


And I have great friends around me.


Btw, hope I can watch harrypotter on fri :D L O V E!

Oh dear, I'm feeling the E word agn.

I was feeling damn high and POSITIVE today, no want to sleep feel. Until geog, my eyelids start to fall. It's super boring la! But it's because the LT was damn hot lor! SIGH!
Den when I reach home I started slacking from 2 to now and I'm gonna continue slacking until 6.30. Then suddenly it just dawned on me that promos are a few weeks ltr. AND I HAVE LOADS OF THINGS TO DO NEXT WEEK!! :( Hais. (i can't say what I have to do next wk for fear some ppl will come & see.)


Seriously, positions.. Why do some ppl yearn for them so much ?


HAIIIIIIII~~!

My 1000word book review!! :((((( HAI IT'S WEEK 3 ALREADY!!

Why am I so stressed out now? My PARANOID character. Sigh.

Btw jus finished epi6! So sweeeeeeeeeet :D


And I want MLB's album! Went to the shop to find today but don't have! :(
Hahs!

I'm back!

Just finished what I'm suppose to do, like printing chem notes, etc.

I must say that this is the best camp I have ever had. It's really damn fun, though tiring. Don't really like land expeditn though. Keep walking non-stop! Night quest simply rawks! Damn fun lah and challenging. LOL! I finally tried kayaking!!! fun fun fun! esp bumping into other kayaks. :D LOL! But I hate getting salt water into my eyes lah, damn pain! HAHAHAHAS! And I'm sun-burnt sia. become damn dark. and I've got mosquito bites all over my legs :(( SIGH!
Yeahs AND I ACTUALLY COULD CLIMB ROCK WALL !!!!! I damn scared lah. I was aiming for half or even lower, but I managed to go 3/4. Hahs! And I did zip-line. Hell fun man :D But I still dun lyk high E. I scared lah. Hahahs did only one high E.

My group rawks. My sub-camp rawks =D But I suck. :( I feel that I'm really, hais. I dunnoe why I liddat de lor :( Cus I dun dare to take initiative and I'm damn quiet type lah. I never talk at all de lah. And i feel that I really dui bu qi them.. Hais!

Basically, these experiences are really memorable and in short I've never regret going for this camp lah! And I will change for the better! I will and I can do it!


Though I only slept 3hrs yesterday AND SCHOOL OFFICIALLY STARTS TOMORROW USUAL TIME like omg. However, don't really feel tired now lah! Dunnoe why mayb xi guan sleeping at 1am during camp and waking up at 5am! LOL! Shall go read mag now.


Epi SIX tmr! MUST MUST MUST.

And oh man, PW. Hais.. >(((( Okay I shall not be sad! Must be positive! =)


My leg super super super itchy until I can't stand it!

我现在真的很想哭!!!
不由自主的哭!!

Hais. TMR is fri!! FOURdays. :(((((((((((((((((
i'm depressed beyond words can describe!

And I din get 6 for zuowen. I was like praying lor. Hahas I'm plain paranoid. Can't change this character of mine :( But I doubt I will do well anyways. Make no difference.

Sighs.
HAIS.
What have I done to get myself into these shit ?
Why can't my 3rd wish on the wishlist comes true?
One shit comes after another.
When I settle one, comes another, and it goes on and on and on.
(well mic, you chose this school, you chose this route, you have no one to blame but yourself)




And i just realised next mon i'm gonna miss epi6 cus I doubt I will come back and watch without falling asleep. NEXT TUES got lessons somemore. Sigh, but lucky end quite early. hahahas!


5.30pm got show! hahahas!


No food no bathe no sleep = no life!
You shui neng gou liao jie zhe zong gu du, zhe zong ji mo, zhe zong tong?

Right now, my background = camp things strewn all over the floor. & then I saw something which reminds me of e shao. Damn funny. ahahas!

Argh. Camp.

Results. Don't mention it. My first U = CLL. Hais. You can't imagine how stupid am I. Sighs.
And promos are coming soon.
CCA's starting soon.
My position as a you know what is starting soon and I must work hard.
There's something call PW bugging me.
Baaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
All the shit!
And that reminds me, must start studying ALREADY.
OMG.
Argh so crap lahs!

Thanks yeeting. =) a good listener + adviser :D

Touching scenes + nice music + nice people + ren qing wei = NICE, tears!

Omg. I'm like so touched can. The show really rawks. It's not those love love kind. It talks about relationships between people! :D Must watch!! No doubt NUMBER10 rawks, but e shao rawks too!! omggggggggg~ I so love the song!!

Hahas plan to finish epi 5 by today, den i better go read my chi novel. Tmr still must borrow another book for bk review. Oh man.

LOVE! I'm so touched! Touched beyond words can say. =))

Hehehes! Update agn. Hahahs. wo bian xin le. MUAHAHAS! (: But well, jerry's still the best!
Hahahs!

I'm gonna state my likes here. UPDATED!
I love talking to jas a.k.a bl cus we can siao together(:
I like going for CCA because of group1(: I love the people in group one.
I like watching ou xiang jus!
I like to see people SMILE like this -> :D
I like the sky. I like nature.


Hahahas!
Can u belief it?
I'm so optimistic now despite the kong bu camp. Omg.
Am I mic?

I'm currently hooked onto a show on youtube! But if I get so fed up with the slow downloading, I'm gonna buy the vcds though only part one out!
Shuai ge(s) sia. SO NICE! =D Great show! But epi2part5 jus refuse to load. =X
Gonna watch to epi5 today :D go mic! LOL.
I totally laugh my arse off sia. LOL!

I've got a qn to ask:
/Girl run after vehicle to chase aft guy more ke lian or guy run after vehicle to chase girl more ke lian??

Jus spent an hr doing functions. an hr nia. din put in much effort. LOL!
Pretty okay. But qn 14-17 I never touch dao cus it's challenging qns+optional! LOL!
Sian don't feel like packing camp bag.
Well who cares?

LOVE!!!!!
Shuai ge(s) :D

Right now I'm in the mood of not doing anything at all except watching tv.

All these shit draining me out. Damn. I don't feel like reviewing functions & differentiation though I know nothing abt these two, I don't feel like doing chinese bk review, well it's becus I've got no bk to read.

Well I can always do these for the next two days since I'm so bloody free!! So "happy" lor.


Argh.

Deceive.

I dont feel like saying my true feelings & and truth now.

AND DON'T EVER MENTION G _ _ _ _ _ ing in front of me.
To hell with it.

I miss jycx.