oh yeahh ~
exam over ! lols .
ok i 9.30am finish liaos cus the ppl infront of me nvr come .
ok my first song sucks .
i at home play okay lor .
nvr miss notes .
den end up .... HAIS !
2nd song .
the behind part 3 6 5 32 1 2 5 i die liao .
i play so fast fer wad .
hais . >,,< gan jie zou .
okay nvm .
it's over dun care .
ahahahas .


after that go out !
orchard .
bought 2 tees .
like them alot .
ahahas .




1stly must thank my uncle fer fetching my qin there and my uncle fer lending the car to fetch my qin (:
den must thank my aunt qing me eat my fav dim sum .
den my mum fer bringing me go shopping and buy tees fer me .
lol .
i tink i'm maaddd lor .



ltr going out again !
haven buy zhenwen's & meifang's presents .
no idea wad to buy fer them .





gonna do the electrolysis mcq .
still stuck at qn 20 .
LOL .
i do hmwrk like slowpoke liddat lor .
ahahas !



and dun expect me to wait .
am i SUPPOSE to WAIT every moment fer YOU ALL der reply ?
why isit that I MUST reply your MESSAGES but you dun have to reply mine ?
**** man .

ahhh why i do chem do so slow ?
i'm oni at electrolysis mcq qn 20 !
sigh ! i will work hard . LOL .
okay chem calculatns finished .
got alot copy ans leh .
lols .


tmr exam liao .
hope i wont tremble becus of the extreme coldness there .
hope everything's alright tmr . [okay everything will be alright]
hope i can relax and dun get so tense up .
okay !
den i will concentrate on the rest of my holiday hmwrk .
and mayb go out .
buy zhenwen and meifang's presents .
and the x'mas exchange gift presents fer relatives .



currently making new layout .
but not very nice .
lols .




i'm going googoogaga over jerry =)

if one day i can see jerry ,
i would be the happiest girl on earth .

i hope bai se ju ta release , den he come s'pore zuo xuan chuan huo dong .
den no matter where isit , i will try to go there to see him . =)

bloody hell .
all dun go lah .
dun go lah .
everyone dun go lah .
kp lah .
why should we organise in the first place .
tmd .

fine lah i also dun go .


this morning saw things which pissed me off .
WHY MUST THEY LUMP THEM TOGETHER AGAIN .
GO AND DIE LAH .
I HATE HER .
REALLY REALLY HATE HER .
WHAT I SAW PISSED ME OFF AND MAKE ME SAD .

it's 35 days to my new blog and my new layout and jerry's birthday and 3 more days to my gz exam -
>,,<


today went to m'sia .
i bought nothing except a tshirt .
can u belief it ? LOL .
cus there no mag got jerry one .
nvr sell the 132 pg book also .
lsw bai tuo ni lerh =D lols .

den ate alot of good food :)
yum yum man !
ahahahas !
LOVE THEM !


leoku rawks =)
my first most fav singer .
wang ler shi jian de zhong x)



wooooooot this 3 days nvr touch any hmwrk at all !

yipppee hehs !

my thumb got a real BIG blister .
my index finger too .
it hurts like mad !
just like how my heart hurts when everything goes back to the same again !
ahahhas .



EVERYONE PLEASE GO BUY YOU ZHOU KAN =)
IF NOT I BOX YOU Xp -





jerry rawks ! XDD ~

hol is boring .
haven touch chem yet >,,,< okay miic is a pig cannot blame .
i will try to like chem lah .
since i dun like physics .
cannot everything also dun like right ?
ahahas .
used to like chinese .
i mean chinese . not the lessons and NEVER the teacher .
but recently kinda feel sick with some pple .
so enthu ans fer wad ?
wrong den say is I TELL HER one .
wahhh this kinda of pple is ________ . my most hatred .
#vomits .
den used to like amath . now still okay .
emath >,,< okok .
history and ss ! ahahhas used to hate it . now okay lah . quite like it .
geog >,,< sighs .
er wad else . hmms letmi TINK .
english . i have no comments .
blahs see . miic is so ...... shi bai in everything ! ahahas . everyting also dun like . wah .
anyways i packed my room in the morning .
put the sec FOUR stuffs up there .
wow i'm in sec 4 next yr .
this yr past so fast -ly ! AHAHAHHAS .
and i realised i've got 3 graph pads , 2 gao zhi , 2 stacks of my sch's fulscape and 12 exbooks .
i dunnoe y buy so much fer wad .



the pig skipped 120times just now .
120 times oni . BIG DEAL ?! LOL .
and i bought a new mouse ! optical mouse i mean .
when it lights up , it's BLUE ! my favvvvvvvvv color ! ahahahas ~

i cannot go liaos i tink .
sighs everything also cannot go .
everything also dun want go .
gonnnna die man ~


life's boring .

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
i've no entertainment man !
>,,<

yesterday was a nice day :)
wenta watch circus !
very nice ;)
got one guy look like chad !
ahahhahas .
man ~ ahahahhas .
BLUE EYES .
i tink lsw is jealous ! ahhahas .
aiyah she got her shane wad .
=P den i realised actually angmohs quite shuai lah .
but of cus of cus jerry bestest . XD

after that go EAT again ~
yayyyy eating rawks yeah ~
whooooooohhoooo ~
i'm going mad man !




pple enjoy ur holidays !
tmr i will start on chem .
MAYBE !
hahs .
but i nidda prac my gz .
my fingers hurt man .
today play so hard until my fingers dun feel like my fingers >,,<



watching full house these few days .
somehow it isn't as nice as i thot it was .
unlike meteor garden 1 , no matter how many billion times i watched , it still rawk =)

EATING IS MY LIFE . =D

damn .
everyone's having fun .
except me .
stuck in this dumb place .
where's my melbourne ?
hais .
i wanna live there 4ever .

when i'm sad , i eat .
eat & eat non-stop .
ate my gogo cheeseballs .
eat and eat .
eat my potato chips .
just eat eat eat non-stop .
plus chocolate .
i tink i'm dying from eating too much .
but anyways , even if i die , nobody cares at all .
i only live fer pple to ask me qns , fer pple to copy , fer pple to rant their frusrations on .
that's all .
i dun exist at all .
how i wish i can disappear .




dun worry ,
i will prove everyone wrong .
i won't let pple kan bu qi .
"HUH?! YOU GET 38/50 ?! YOU SURE OR NOT ? IS 28 OR 38 ?!
damnit
i'm gonna live my life happily , be a guai gia , and k shu very hardly =)
i wanna fufil my dreams :)


btws , i'm feeling bored , hyper bored .
i wanna go out buy stuffs .
i wanna get a new y necklace !
huifang u when free ? ahahahs .
my old y necklace rusty liaos =X boos .
ahahas .
and just now went out bought the mp3 pouch liaos .
kinda like it alot .
cus soft soft one ! ahahas .

woke up at 7.30am .
den go watch hp .
expected it to be better .
quite disappointed .
becus the book got alot of small sequences not mentioned in the movie .
and i watch one is sort of 3d effect one .
quite giddy at the beginning .
but ok lah it's nice :)



ahhhh amath !
die liaos ! i dunnoe how to do the coordinate and the trigo one !
damn . i'm stupid -

damn life is boring .
just now got music and movement .
co without conductor lehs !
but considered quite okay liaos .
though we can be more qi .
and yay i dun have to go co camp next wk ! :)

ahahs . i very happy .
tmr morning @ 10 gonna watch hp !
i have waited fer it fer about .. 5 mths !
ahahahas .



sighs me really damn shi bai .
haven touch chem .
hate it ! ahahas me and wendy same one .
dunlike chem ! ahahahas .
amath do until chap5 oni .
i tink can finish by this sunday .
wish me luck !





hais .
dunnoe why .
when alone ,
will start hu si luan xiang again .

wanted to blog ytd .
but din noe wad to blog .
today actually also dunnoe wad to blog .
budden .
i dunnoe lah .
this few days .
getting more & more irritated .
me and my bad temper :(
okoks .

today is the 17th nov .
yt's bday !
happy bday yahs ! LOL .

sians tmr co .
considered last performance ba .
next yr dunnoe got anymore or not .
just give our best shot .
*wow wow i can't belief i'm saying all these* lols .
zhiyun's so funny ! and she very nice you noe .
she's gonna lend me the tiao yin qi fer my grade exam =)
thanks loads !
ahahas .
anyways i'm not going to co camp .
cus it's so near my kao ji .
i nid to prac .
cannot afford to fail it .
just hope that huang will accept my explanation .


sians hol hw = die `
ahahas .
left alot .
still got nyaa .
damn .
by this month must finish amath & little bit of chem .
dec 1st week finish chem .
dec 2nd week finish hcl .
dec 3rd week PLAY and watch finish full house .
dec 4th week nyaa and commonwealth .
den my hol jiu zhe yang over liaos .






sians ..


btw new layout .
wanted to launch it on the 010106 .
budden decided to do another jerry layout on that special day =)




sat .
hp day ! x)

and and , i dun tink i'm going anymore .
i feel really really bad .
and i'm really sorry to everyone .
i hate myself too :)

very happy today .
very very long nvr happy liaos .
wad reason ?
of cus is becus of jycx lahs =D .

today watched the channel 54 (:
got his news fer about 20mins .
it's considered very long liaos compared to some others .
(:
and i found out these stuffs . .
- he is a very nice guy .
- he is humourous .
- he is kind-hearted .
- he is caring .
- he is friendly .
- he is damn skinny now .
- he is sincere .
- he is humble .
- he is as shuai as ever .
- he is cool .
- his dimples so cute !
- he has a soft side too .
- though he is sick and tired , he still has a nice and charming smile on his face .
- he is a very busy person ( imagine having to go to 4~5 places fer half a day )
- that event happened on the 29th of october .
- the pple whom he shook hands with are soooooooooo xing fu .
- i xin teng he gastric . you can see that he is feeling tong ku .
- i love him more dan ever .
- i'm willing to forsake everything just to see him .




he is the best .
ever .
the best in my heart .
no matter what happen . XD

i'm back !
today co is boring as usual.
she sucks man.
talk so much.
kp der lor !
ahahahs .
pipa zu rawks though !
we nvr really got scolded !
ahahahs :)
but the sucky thing is that wed got to go back to sch fer the nyaa , den nid to buy sch books .
thurs got rehearsal . nid to reach sch by 9 .
fri 1030 nid go sch liaos .
sucks !
okay just have to bear with it until this wk .
next wk is co camp .
after that is the day i'm looking forward to most . :)


sucks lah.
the essay .
no ling gan so dunnoe how to write .
dunnoe wad to write.
hmms .
i tink i'll discuss with more people and ask them to help me !
my friends are helpful u noe !
except some lah.
ahahahahas xP -

this sat watching hp =D
ahahas.
morning go meet up with them 1st.
XD .


yay 4E306 rawks !
yeah darkbrown class tee ~ ~ ~
brown is a nice color ! XD


this few days i find myself more happy liaos .
mayb cus nvr think too much .
think liaos also useless .
wad's done have been done .
wad's decided have been decided .
i cannot change my mind anymore .
i can no longer break the promise to myself .
even if i break my promise , nothing will change .
things will still suck .
and i will hate myself even more .
life still goes on no matter what .
the sun will still rise and the stars will still shine at night .

today is a boring day .
slacked (:
aiyah i everyday also slack one .
hahs .
watched ma la xian shi (:
jerryyyyyyy ~
tcher : ni der yuan wang shi shen me ?
baolong : er .. wo der yuan wang shi dang zong tong !
HAAHAHAHAs =D
he's so cute ! (:
k shu ~
lols ~
i willll one . =)
study hard !



okok getting more & more obssessed with him .
but nvms .
it's alright !
ahahas .



miic is proud of herself today !




shit , tmr got co .
suckkks .
hope pple complain den we cannot prac liaos ~
=D



peeple takecare!

gonna close this blog soon .
very soon .
i see no point in blogging @ all .
wad's the point .
and yeahs i still hate rippers .
hahahahas .




went to cut my hair .
it's very short now .
just slightly longer than shoulder length by an inch .
now very curly liao .
hais .
hahas .



yay tmr can go grandma hse see the baby liao ~ =D
she's so adorable !!!! (:
her smile so nice ~ ahahas babies rawk !
they make one happpy :)






weeWHEEwee -
5 more days to harry potter & the goblet of fire .
i can't wait to watch it .
this book is my most most most fav book of all ~
cus got the triwizard tournament !! XD

hol hw are
starsunmoon -
alot and i really mean alot .
just that commonwealth essay alone can kill me becus i haven started at all .
please congrats me .


crap .
how to finish ?
hu noes ?
dunnoe .
will try my best .
to play .
AHAHAHAHAHAHAs .


stupid me nvr hand in graph .
i got take out the graph lor .
den got edit somemore .
end up dunnoe why .
put back file .
hais zhi hao monday hand in to mrs ngiam .
hope she won't scold .
they assure me that she won't scold .
but i still scared .
sighs !
first time ever nvr hand in homewrk .
miic sucks .


and PLEASE DUN INSULT MY FRIENDS .
DUN COMMENT ON HER .
SHE HAS BECOME BETTER .
ALOT BETTER .
WAD MORE DO U WANT HER TO DO ?
sigh !





010106 coming liaos .
it's a significant date .
jerry's birthday =)
i gonna change layout on that day (:

today woke up late.
6.02am .
i got msgs den i see - from zhenwen .
den i thot it was 5.02am .
so i went back to sleep .
after 1 min mum woke me up .
took cab to sch .
hahs 6.45am reach liaos .

today got geog fieldtrip .
hahahahas .
so fun !
okay lah not that fun .
it's okay lah .
fun as in the taking photos and laughing blah blah .
the place is nice .
next time when i grow up i will build a house at the sea by the beach .
=D like the full house that one !
ahahahas !


hais .
so tiring this few days lahs .
and the most freaking thing is next mon co 8.30am start liao.
tmd go and die lah .
so early lor .
and wed mayb got co , thurs got (morning i heard) , fri music&movement .
hais .
hate all these idiotic stuffs .
i agree with wad cai says about the cca thing .
hahs . that's d only thing i agree with lah .
really hate my cca .
freaking damn i'm angry again .



ahhh how how ?
hol hmwrk haven do at all .
hais .
sighs .




nid to go lian qin liaos .
hais .
really really sick of this .
yawns i want to sleep .

things are really really different .

i hate it when there are conflicts btween pple .
i hate being in a dillema .
but i want to be with them .
these are feelings mixed in my heart right now .
really .
mingled together like rojak .
and i hate seeing my friends angry or sad .



wad should i do ?
i tink best is .
dun care abt anything .
fan zhen it's the last yr alrd.



how i wish things are simple simple simple , just like my blog .
i hate things to be complicated .
really hate .
detest it .




hais .
i dunnoe why i'm very uninterested in stuffs right now .
i dun wnana care anymore .
really .
it's so tiring to care .
why should i ?


hais hais hais .
wo zhen de bu zhi dao wo dao di yao der shi shen me .




wo yao der ru ci yao yuan ;
hao yuan -

=D
everything is alright liaos .
rescued it !
okay .
really relieved .
if not i'm gonna cry .
really .
hahs .



ok .
got alot hol hw coming .
not gonna do any yet .



ok gone ~

mum help me yu gou the disc liaos .
cus now temporary out-of-stocks.
yu gou cheaper.
mayb tmr can take liaos =)
den i got the lyrics , i will noe wad he singing alr .
hahahas .

today nvr do anything at all =D
watched tv onli .
ge dou finish liaos .
kinda sad .
cus next time sunday no nice shows to watch liao .

i can't wait to watch bai se ju ta . =)
becus got jerry inside !
doctor !!!!
lols =)
confirm very shuai one .
(;
is not very .
is hyper .
and nice also ! (;

OMG .
now 933 got the singapore jin qu jiang !
i hope jerry win the courts mei li xin ou xiang da jiang !
now playing his yi gong chi ! =D
hehs ! so nice ~! hahas .
last time dun like that song .
now like =D alot .
hahs =)



wahhh alot chem tys homework fer holidaes lor .
sighs .
:( lah .
now i dun like chem liaos .
used to like alot .
now .
dun like liaos .
cus .
i'm plain stupid .
hahahas .
gonna do them during dec .
cus nov very busy .
supplementary over got music and movement .
den after that got co camp .
blahhhhh ~ suckkks.



my neck is still sprained .
damn pain !!
sigh !
neck gonna break liaos .
and that wendy nvr come sch today .
so bad lor nvr tell me .
if she nvr come i also dun want come liaos .
come fer wad .
hahs .



hais i dun wanna go cip tmr .
it sucks .








but i'm really sad . really .
it's not just a simple "cheer up" can cheer up one .

hais hais.
miic very sad !
okay more of ... feeling sour ..
why can't my wish come true ? just a simple wish !!!!
see jerry !!!
hais !
i've decided that after o lvls , which is like , next yr , i will ......
join alot of those fan clubs thingy .
den den , make friends , den ,
hope can see him lor .
LOL .
he rawks you know !!
he's sincere and nice ! that's the most important thing .
he has a big heart =D .



hahs .
new layout again .
like 3~5 days change again .
hahs sorry =X to no one .
lol i like this simple layout alot.
becus it's simple .
and it describes how i want my life to be .
just simple .
pure .
just liddat .
dun want any complicated stupid stuffs .
den dun hav any friendship / love / who rawk that kinda stuffs / pics .
and the entry part is long and big enuf fer me to post alot of pics next time ! =DD
okays .




haven do english .
stupid essay .
den dun want to do .
hist nvr do also !
nvr bring home text !
hahs .


this sat got the cip flag day .
urgggggg !
8 lor .
so early !
sighhh ~!




hahs i very happy .
i learn alot of photoshop tutorials today =D .
learn how to make the words got glitter (: .
and still got alot .
hahahas .
but but . suddenly make finish one cannot liaos .
dunnoe why . =X

dearest jycx -
i'm feeling so torn , terrible , and i tink i'm going mad soon .
i really really cannot take it anymore.
it's the one billion times i'm feeling this way .
it seems like my mood cannot be cheered up AT ALL .
i cannot stand myself .
i dun understand myself .
i'm so torn .
sighs .
i wish i had not done that .
my heart is bleeding .
from - miic ;





fa ru xue is super nice ! must go listen okayyyyy ~!!!!
hahas den the lang man shou ji also !
i tink they are super nice songs !! hahs =) .
i realised that i like my seat alot (:
there got moses ! hahas gong gong one .
but very funny also ! humourous ! and smart !
den got meifang ! sing songs letmi hear ! den can fen xiang xin shi with her also .
den got michelle ! ahahahas . always sing one .
helpful and friendly too !
of cus got sihui also !
hahas always lendmi discs one .
den letmi copy homework also !
hahas !
i wish i can sit with these people next yr (;
they are really nice people .



den den ! just now got co !
xiao zu ! tcher nvr come XD .
talked to mui .
talked alot . =)
i'm looking forward to that date .
and i realised 2E304 is the bestest still !!!! XD




sigh .
miic is really sad nows .
but lucky got pple talk to me .
if not i will beng kui one .
but dun worry .
i will be fine just hahaha-ing every moment .
hais .



go do homework liaos ! hahaha joking .
listening jay's songs (:

wahahahas.
chad very shuai !
lols.
in love with him again after watching cinderella story again on sat :)
if u nvr watch right , u better go watch.
ahahahs i gonna buy the vcd.
soon. =P



btws i changed my blog layout AGAIN.
ahahahas.
i still love black the most !
hehs and and i LOVE this song !
(: very nice one .
best day of my life XD .



and and !
i HAVEN TOUCH HISTORY !
ahahahas !
hu gonna touch ? tmr letmi copy .
1stly not i dun wanna do [i'm a guai gia ;)] , is i dunnoe how to .
and supplementary lessons are really really really boring .
i dun like practical lessons .
becus i'm plain stupid =C .
sighhh ~ !
and . we are 4E3 liaos !
promoted liaos !
yeah 4E3 ! hahahas.




jay rawks ! lols .
i d/l alot songs liaos . whoopppps~
i might be buying the cd !
lols .
this new zhuan ji i tink he got improve.
the qu feng different liaos =)