sighhs.

sick.
head gonna split.
s p l i t
sick lerhs;
lolls.
ytd still ate chocolates, chips.
lollz.

so far finished the five people u meet in heaven ; physics tys all qns ; eng compre.
yarps.
gonna do express chinese worksheets fer tmr.
though i got 3/4 dunnoe how to do.
levae blankk barhz. lols.

this holiday kinda free larhs.
since dun hav HER co and dun hav co.
yeahs.
so anyone wan go out can come find me k! lollz.

sians.
sighs.
miic is sad.
>`((

okies.

i`m back!
went fer parents day.
the tcher that me&mum talked to is ms lam and not gh.
lols.
wells, results could have been berrer alot.
sighs.
nvm will work hard.
& my mum asked about co.
and ms lam said that we can choose to go HER co or NOT to. (:
that's GREAT =))
yeahs.

mi reading the five people you meet in heaven.
it's a great book.
yeahs gonna finish liaos.
den can write book review.
lolls.

i`m bored lahs.
i wan go overseas lei hows :( sads.

tu ran lei lerh is a nnice song` xD

sighs.
so pathetic.
lolls.
i got 90% fer sw's quiz leis!
lols.
i tink my quiz the questions and ans darn weird lei.
lol.
who can get full marks hor,
will get a chocolate bar from me.
lols. i m lame.

hahahas. nevermind.
[ tink of jycx ] and everything will be so beautifull ((:
loll.

i haven touch a single hw.
but since no dun hav that dumb cca, i can do slowly.
anyways 2e3 chalet i dun feel lyk going liaos.
sui bian la.

BOOs i m sick ya noe.
so sad lors =(
sighs.

sick of blogging.
blearghz.

basically,

ytd and today is the worst day of my life.
i have never hated someone so much in my life.
fine, you take a gun and point at us.
u threatened and forced us.
do u noe it is fan fa?
so wads if we go?
use ur arse and think can?
can we play with our heart if our heart is never with us?
****
anyways
u tink we care so much abt that blardy thing of urs?
i hope it fails man.
FALL man.
she's like using us?
and it is also fan fa u noe?
grits.
such an arse.
some pple onli noe how to beat horse arse.
wad can we do?

wells, i tink tmr i m officially out of co.
i`m like duper happy.
seriously,
i`m not kidding.
(:

and to all pipa members: these stuffs only made us more united. more determined to hate her ! =) love you alls ! =DD

filing and filing and filing .
sighs .
so sians lor in school .
yawns .

hais . i hate sets .
all dunnoe how to do .
leave blankk .
tmr go school "ASK FER HELP" . lollx .

bahz . today heart very pain .
not the heartbreak that kind of pain is real pain .
pain until like got breathing difficulties .
sighs .

den later iis real der that kinda heart pain .
sighs .
wo yi jing hao bu rong yi zhen der zhen der che di fang qi lerhs .
wei he zai zhe ge shi hou chu xian ?
hais .

aniways i`m getting lamer .
=DD kekex .

okies.
i m seriously freaking bored.

wells,
was sick just now.
bad flu yahs. LOL.
i WAN GO OUT.
hows?
save me!

tmr got school.
URG.

haha i got another mei liaos.
sihui ! xD hehex.

i wish that all my friends xing fu kuai le every single day ; =D

a broken vase will still be broken no matter whats,
cracks remain.
it will never be the same anymore.
how i wish the vase has never broke bef0re.

20may2005.
a brand new start.
no longer the miic who will feel lyk crying when i see some stuffs.
no longer. never again.

okies.
things r getting better.
wendy just told me their prob almost solved liaos.
i m like darn happy.
i wish is true lahs.
i hope.

aniways,
hollaback girl is darn nice.
lol.

and here i wish to say a sincere SORRY to mui.
sorry fer being so rude and treat u so bad.
i`m really really sorry.
not ur fault i still do that to you.

well, hmms, i will cut down on vlugarities liaos.
actually i nvr say liaos.
but this few days broke my promise.

i m glad everything's over.
but i sincerely hope everyting can go back to da past. (x

-not again. PLS. no-

..[ added ].. {nite}
hehehex i just found a web that can download alot songs den can put in blog derh.
L0Ls.
=)
and i realised i`m still in love with qing tian and not forgetting ge qian.
l0lx.

aniways just remembered tomolo got interclass netball.
good lucks to 3e3 =)
we will cheer fer u all~
^^; whees.
tmr dunnoe got co or not lorhs.
sucks man.
i dun wan go.
haiz.
hope dun hav lah.

miss MEH MEH~ lol.

----------------------

got back all my papers.
lucky eng passed leis.
i damn shock i pass amath.
reli reli shock.
L0ls.
and happy toos.
emath very lan lor.
very lanner than my amath.
i m like darn shocked.

hais.
feeling darn sad.
i dunnoe wad larhs.
dunnoe why larhs.
i wonder how i wonder why.
i wonder where he is.
where's JERRY? lol i m lame.

hais.
i wish i can get away from everyone.
i wan go melbourne.
i wan go overseas.
i dun wan go school.
i m sad.

HAIZ.
all my motivations disappeared one by one.
first 2e3`o4 now him, soon all my frens will be gone.

HAISH
i saw things i shouldn't see.
this time it's worst.
much worst.
like wtf?
hais.
tears r0lling.
i dun wanna say wad this is the last time larhs.
but once again.
DAMN YOU.
and to make things WORST.
today is the 17th of may 2005.
GO TO HELL BARH.

anyways, t0day got back all papers except a&e maths.
i failed my english paper 2.
i actually failed ENG.
omg lor.
hais.
paper 2 failed by two marks.
hope paper one dun fail larhs.

very disappointed with chem and physics.
pleased with geog.
cus the day b4 i had a splitting headache and was ill.
and i finally pass my combined humans!! ^^ l0ls.
lucky pass ah.
or else hua hua gonna scold mi ler.
L0lx.
hope a&e maths pass.

L0L.
JERRY YEN RAWKS TO THE WADEVER UNIVERSE =DDDD
L0Lx.
did i mentioned i dreamt of him.
L0lx my wonderful tcher ^,^
HE IS FOREVER THE BESTEST ((x
BESTEST THAN ANYBODY ELSE.
at least, in my heart.
=)

aniways, this few days alot pple getting sick.
and i m still eating dark chocolate. lols.
chocolate rawks larhs.
pple take care!
btws i miss woonie man.
hahahaz =) nobody to tok to lor.
tat's why just now tok to her fer about 40mins plus.
L0L.

xie xie ni men zhe yi nian lai yi zhi zai wo shen bian gao su wo zhen me zuo, yu wo fen xiang xi nu ai ler, ting wo der xin shi, mei you ni men,

wo kong pa yi jing si ler.

a difficult hurdle to pass.
if i pass this,
MIIC RAWKS =) LOL.

i can !

hais.
i was just telling wendy and huifang this afternoon that this 2e3'o4 chalet would be different.
most pple's hearts changed.
hais.
sad lor.
i m darn disappointed.
the united 2e3'o4 is past liaos ler.
hais.
that's why i say this yr is sai.
every single thing sucks.
without twoethree, i rather not go to school.
now even their feelings bian ler.
hais why can't them just get out of my happy memory?
i reli hate going to school nows.
the class that always lived in my heart no matter wad happened.
disappeared.
i wish those pple can gNd man.
hais.

anyways, this morning it rained.
i was like brushing my teeth and i heard "GONG" and it started pouring.
i was darn =D man.
L0lx.
den go macritchie.
rained even more heavily and the tupid school want us to go fer a walk.
so we go lors.
den wad else,
then ltr go tp with fangx, wendy and ulric.
L0lx ate some ommelete.
den fangx come my house.
den i bathe and changed ler den go fer house
wait fer her to bathe and change
den wenta j8 to meet wendy.
den we wenta orchard.
saw ji siong ge and good boi. LoL.
took 2 sets of neos.
and spent alot money!
=( lols.
bought a "y" necklace, er a "sotong" fer my mum, wad else letmi tink, hmms nth liaos.
basically the money was spent on food and neos.
L0Lx.
den go home liaos.

haish VERY DEPRESSED NOW.
i miss the past.

ANYWAYS, tmr is the 17th of may 2005 =)
LoL i m lame.
tmr getting back results lers.
scared leis.
hais.
wish me luck.
and still,
good luck to all 2E3`o4 peeps.

JERRY YEN rawks to the ultimate`
he so shuai, cute and his dimples darn ke ai!! =DDDDD
watched his vcd ytd nite and screamed and drooled. LOL.

((:

hahaha exams finally over liaos.
regain freedom.
budden next week hor, by wed must noe results lerhs.
darn fast.
damnit lor.
want us to die mehs. hais.
how leis?
hais.

yesterday night had co celebration.
before that immediately aft sch me and fangx wenta j8 to take neos.
LOL long time no take mahs.
den i went home.
and went online.
den bathe liaos go j8 meet wendy, yeeting, fangx.
i was late again. l0lx.
hahaha *secret*
den wenta cityhall den to the hotel.
we were quite early.
den tok to muiteng.
we suddenly felt as if we shouldn't be here.
she feels that she's a reserve so she shouldnt go.
wad about me?
i m worst.
i m of shit importance to co.
even if i dun participate,
they still can get gold.
dat's wad i hav been feeling since dunnoe when.
and the feeling suck.
i ain't the kinda person whom YOU can insult and COMMAND about.
anyways i will hate that YOU forever. DAMN YOU

k enough of scolding.
and den the buffet started and blah blah blah.
why should i even go in da first place?
i felt so depressed.
and i saw how sad fangx was.
and i thot of the same kinda feeling i felt for the past 11 months.
da same feeling.
how sad i was, how hurt i was, how much i felt lyk crying.
all those feelings came back when i saw wad fangx is going thru.
it's like seeing the 2nd me.
but wad i felt was worst.
much much worst.

night is always a period of depresson fer mii. hais.

SIANZ.
i m back!
still got exam.
one last one before i m free.
geog.
gonna study hard later.

mon had phy and emath test.
phy was like shit.
all dunnoe how to do, no tyme do. shit larhs.
emaths ok larhs.

tues, hcl.
got 2 compres.
dun understand anything.
wrote crap.

wed, the worst day ever.
had chem, okok, quite diff.
amath was worst than shit.
shit also betta. hais.
dun have time to do. and dunnoe how to do.
>.< hais.

thurs, history.
haha wrote crap again.
almost no tyme to do.
pia.

tmr night got co celebration.
hahaz.
tmr after geog test i straight away go cut hair ler.
mayb with huifang.
see first.
hope tmr will be fun.

enjoy playing after midyrs pple.
=) i love my mei! x_)