i've no idea why but i just feel like crying right now.
shouldn't ppl look FORWARD to a brand new year ?
for me, 2005 sucks lah.
lol.
big time.
i'm feeling DAMN sad right now

it's 6 more hrs to JERRY's birthday =)
i love him so much ~~
i wish him:
a very good 2006 ,
white tower a success (it definately will be) ,
good health ,
smooth career &
all the best in everything that he does.
& no matter what,
i will support him ones.

i dun wanna write any new yr resolutions here.
cus i alrd wrote mine and bottled it up.
may my wishes come true.

yesterday talked to 2 mad person for a long time.
one of them is none other than lsw lah.
lols.
the other one is not really mad.
lols.
tyt.
ahahahahas.
they damn funny lor.
but i tink i'm the maddiest amongst them becus i kip AHAHAHA-ing whiel watching lxhy disc 10.
i watched for erm 10 times alrd.
just that disc alone.
LOL.
it's damn damn damn funny lah.
LOL.
i think of it i wanna laugh again.


ok i'm suppose to be guai now right.
suppose to erm erm erm.
STUDY FOR CHEM AND PHY tests -.-
i haven't touch any.
lol.

got a song for you all.
sing it using the san zhi lao hu tone.
miic is a piggie ,
miic is a piggie ,
PIG PIG PIG ! PIG PIG PIG !
piggie is miic ah , piggie is miic ah.
ZHU ZHU ZHU ! ZHU ZHU ZHU !


ahahahs.
sorry for bo liao-ness.
this is the result for extreme love-sickness of missing jycx.
=D

whoo.
it's spring cleaning at home.
i threw away alot alot alot of useless stuffs.
and i took down the bai3 she4 ping3 on top of my bed and put in the stuffs ppl gave me for my birthday this yr.
lol.

and i hate ants !
argh they suck.
lol.
esp. those small red ones.
walao bite damn pain one.
lol.
i still rmb that time i go beach at night den i dug my feet into the sand.
den suddenly got sharp pain.
yuan lai i stepped right into a red ants hole lor.
wah then my feet become as red as the pig head.
lol.

wah so so so sad lor.
kua nian shows no jerry liao ler ):
i guess he's busy with white tower.
nvm lah (:

it's 4 more days to jerry's birthday (:



na der qi jiu yao fang der xia.

just ate chan zhi beehoon for dinner.
MY FAV ! lol =D

ytd night watched the liu xing yu daoming si story until 11.30pm.
woke up at 8.30am.
so early.
i cannot belief it.
lol.
den go orchard.
bought NOTHING.
ate alot.
yah.
eat eat eat.
miic is a pig.
rhymes right ?
i've got nothing to buy.
but i kan shang one crystal "y" necklace.
it's soooo nice.
but very ex lah.
19bucks.
if got sale i sure buy one.
but dun hav.
nvm lah.


you noe how u can piss me off ?
ans: when you make me feel like i'm a shit and i'm being used by you.
yeahs.
and you noe what ? i dun even want to use the "notebook" you gave me.
i wanna throw it in your face.
and tell you, "you suck".


yeah that's what i've been feeling recently.
i tell you.
i CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
yeah.

okay i just wanna say that.
jerry really really is the bestest.
i tell you.
his nice-ness is ....
i dunnoe wad word to say.
HE JUST RAWKS can ?
he's soooo nice !
NICE !
nice !
nice jiu dui lerh.
really really really ahhhhh !
there so many articles about him recently !
his birthday coming !!
YAY !!
but see from the articles that he would be fliming white tower on that day.
okay lah.
(: but hope can see him on tv on the 31st of dec.
kua nian.
lol.
and you noe wad.
2006 will RAWK for jerry. white tower.
saw from the articles that his acting is damn damn damn good lah.
HEHS i'm soooo glad lor :)

sadly next yr is my o's.
sucks lah !
okay but no matter what, i will continue continue continue to support JERRY !
becus he's simplie the best. :D



nothing's gonna change that ;)

i've got a i-dog for x'mas !! LOL.
it's damn cute lah.
lol.
i let it listen to jay's songs and it became very HIGH ! lols.
sooo cute !!
ahahahas.
then the light change also.
LOL.
(:

thanks really.
thanks my family.
lol.

and my cousin taught me how to play mariage d amor.
lols.
only the 1st part only.
the starting part play the left hand den ltr only noe how to use right hand =x.
miic is dumb.
lol.
den ltr..
played with my cousins.
cards.
lol.
it was fun.
shiok.
ate alot curry =)
my love curry.
LOL.


oki.
bye !
merry x'mas to everyone out there.



it's 6 more days to jerry birthday =))

PLEASE WATCH THE MV ABOVE.
IT RAWKS.
JERRY'S SO CUTE !
FEED THE GIRL EAT UHA MILK SWEET.
LOL !
(:

merry x'mas to all (:
esp. zhenwen , amanda , wendy , muiteng , yeeting , lsw , cyn , abi , tricia , wanchin and everyone in 2E304 and 3E305 .

have a wonderfull x'mas.

as for me, i'm gonna slack my arse off.
LOL.
i mean, you noe, slack this 2 days.
lol.

i'm missing jerry man.

dearly.


my happiness's going to disappear soon.

and watching one three hill irks me.
becus of him and the other woman.
>,,<
i wanna vomit lor.
lol.


and i was wrong.
is 1 / 6.
miic jiayou BAH ! (:



jerry jiayou also =*)

hmms somehow i dun like glossy effects.
LOL.
dunnoe wad i talking.
i kip removing and putting it again and again.
i think i'm just mad.


singwoon's back yesterday :)
lols.
she bought me one JERRY poster , 2 JERRY mousepads and 2 JERRY mags.
the poster's my x'mas gift. LOL.
she rawks man ;)
LSW DID U SEE THIS ?
and i'm gonna say it again..
thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks
lol.
okay. :)



i guess i'm just slow.
nono- not guess.
i AM slow.
just scraped past one only.
8 more to go.
and i'm left with ..
10 tens.
10 days 8 more.
okay i'll try my best.



today's dong zhi.
tangyuan !! =)
peanutttt ! lol.

to everyone out there :
dong zhi kuai ler.



and tmr's friday !!
okay i dunnoe why i like fridays.
mayb it's almost the end of the week.


and i just watched some saddening news.
my heart breaks.
really.
shattered.
JERRY JIAYOU ! MUST EAT AH ! AND TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH !

i've been sneezing for one billion times today.
the dust in my wardrobe and drawers and cupboard is..
[ amazing ]
it's terrible lah.
packed so much stuffs.
and threw away like, more than 3/4 of things in my room.
and i realised i got alot of letters and cards.
alot.
reli alot.
and i threw some away too.
but got some i did not.
like those sec one sec two friends send me der.
some make me wanna cry.



friends to me, are just part and parcels of life.
there arent true and forever friends.
none of them are true.
friends like to say that they understand you alot but actually, it's nothing.
it's just like a hollow shell.
they come to you only when they need help or are in trouble.
when they're enjoying themselves, they dun give a **** about you.
it just suck.

my happiness's being drained away slowly, bit by bit, every second, every moment..........
when i think of 3rd jan ;
hais.

it's really a big sigh.
whr are they man.
whr r they.
do i even noe them ?




strength, whr isit. happiness, whr isit. whr whr whr?






[ please give me the strength to continue everything, every single little thing that's killing me right now. ]

crap.
about 2weeks more to sch re-open.
tues den sch re-open right ?
hais.
i'm gonna die when school re-open.
sw dun want sch to re-open too.
aiyah, who wants school to re-open ?
my entertainment is gone.
only source of entertainment.



eat and eat and eat.
dove chocolates rawks.
eat until my stomach burst better.

dunnoe wad thing gotten into my head ytd.
i actually __________. LOL.
(: okay i must cont yahs.


btw i changed layout.
I LOVE THIS LAYOUT ALOT (:
becus it's done by myself ! lols.
and i dun feel like putting tagboard.
blah.
forever and ever this layout will stay as it is and i won't change it (:
actually wanna change url but lazy to inform everyone.
and i still like -xmagiical =)

now at grandma house.
advanced x'mas party was fun.
okay not exactly party.
gotten alot of things.
lols.
MIIC WANNA THANK MY MUM , MY AUNT and MY UNCLE and JIU MU .



sian.
haven't do the service part.
DAMN.
and my physics and chem. si liaos.
can any kind soul teach me pllleeeaaassee ?
.
..
...
....
okay there aren't any kind soul. LOL.
okay got lah. my mei's gonna teach me. lols.


life's boring.
really boring.

i wanna watch one tree hill disc three.
i tink peyton's damn cool. and lucas soooo shuai. lols. and he's a nice guy.
okay i tink nathan's okay actually. but i dun like dan.
he's so bad lor ! lols.
lucas's mum very good also. :)
haley is nice too.
LOL. i think i a little bit bonkers over it lor.
ahahahs.
but i very slow lah.
season one onli.
lols.
and lucas with brooke isit ?
i'm getting confused.
but my english very lousy lor.
got some parts i dun understand wad they talking at all lor. >,,<
okayyyy.



lsw will be back soon. 21st dec. LOL. =D yay. can crap with her liaos.



lucas rawks yeah =))

yesterday night was fun.
magic tricks.
lols !
learnt one magic trick only.
got one really really stunn me lah.
the wallet one.
HOW CAN LOR ?! lol.

blah. life is boring.
about 2 more weeks to the end of my slacking days.
no more tv , no more computer , no more jerry , no more one tree hill , no more bLaHBLAHblah.
life's gonna suck even more.

ytd watch one tree hill until my whole back and stomach ache.
dunnoe why.
LOL.
i think sit toooo long liaos.
din noe one disc sooo long lor.
about 2hrs liddat.
i thot half an hr onli. =x
lol.
lucas rawks !
ok. chad ma. :)
anyways the show got alot basketball scenes one.
he so li hai leh.
3 pointer ! lols.
so far only watched one disc >,,<

ltr must go bathe and go off liaos.
Zzzzzzz. feel like sleeping.


damn, i miss jycx =X
lol. ;)

i go do nyaa liaos.
bye.



grey , black , white =) rawks.

loving my phone =)
i'm loving it :)
but so sad dun have black one (i tink).
if have i sure buy one.

tmr's gonna be a long day !
but can see all my cousins and relatives =))))
YAY !
hope it would be fun.

so sad.
lsw fly liaos !
but she dropped me a testi at the airport.
lols.
i very gan dong lah.
ahahahas.

this few days dun have good sleep.
headache everyday.
urg. it's killing me lor.
den everyday got dreams one.
weird ones.



i'm a liar. ;) LOL.


gotta go surf web fer jerry's news liaos.
so long nvr go ler :(

my hp scares me the each time lsw reply.
LOL.
cus it's damn loud.
okok.
back to the main point.
i was very happy ytd.
cus crapped with lsw.
LOL.
okok.
i bought one tree hill dvds.
LOL.
it's damn cheap lah.
8 episiode all together.
i'm gonna watched it soon.
can't wait.
GOT CHAD LEH ! =D
that's why i buy ma.
and lsw say it might be quite nice too.
LOL.
bought 2 shirts too.
aiyah those wear at hm one lah.





and so sad.
lsw's flying off tmr.
to my fav place.
if i go there right, i tink i will buy ALL the jerry mags there.
i will change about 200bucks sing dollars and buy buy buy the stuffs there.
really.





headache again ah.
hais.

life rawks.
i love my family. :)
lols.


just came home.
wenta meet them.
lols.
go kfc eat again though i had already eaten my lunch =x
cannot blame i'm a pig =) ok.
copied alot ans from mui.
yup.
den she teach me chem also.
thx ah.
i da gai noe liaos.
but physics die liaos.
all of us forgot about the waves thingy.
LOL.






laadeemdumm =)

my dreams are getting nicer and nicer each day.
though they arer weirder and weirder.
but it makes me dun wanna wake up.
LOL.
becus they are.. shiok ! lols.
my dreams everytime got shuai ge one.
LOL.
yesterday's dream appeared someone i dunnoe (i tink).
but it's sweet ! lols.
but the other characters who appeared are pple i know.
know as in, how to say ah.
see them from tv oni. LOL.
so sad jerry did not appear.
lol.

anyways received a good news dis morning.
i tink i pass lah.
heard that 4 or 5 marks to 80.
WTH !?!!!!
okokok.
chilll. cool down. LOL.



have been slacking this few days.
kip going out to shop for x'mas presents fer cousins.
blahBLAHblah.


tmr going library with tanmuiteng and wendy.
LOL.
LIBRARY LEH ! lols.
confirm go there talk one. =D
lols.
LOOOONNNNGGGGGGGG time no talk with them lor.
hahahas.

since tricia tag me and ask me to do, i shall do ba. =)

Rules of the game: Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself, then at the end of the list, 5 names that are in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment "you've been tagged" in their blog to read yours.

5 random facts.
1- when i'm sad/angry, i have the urge to eat non-stop.
2- i tend to live in fantasy.
3- i want pple to listen to me and understand me.
4- i hate ppl who copy others.
5- i love jycx :)


5 names that are in line to do this.
anyone lah. =P


-----------------------


i bought jerry 2006 calender ! =D
he rawks okay !

can i have him fer x'mas pleeeeeeease ?? =DDDDDDDDDDDD

my one and only (:

ahhahahas. i'm happy u noe.
LOL. no idea why. lols. cus LSW IS BACK ! lols. hope can see her online den can crap with her =)) LOL. i guess i'm really really mad ! x)

lols just now go out agn.
gone mad again.
my mind kip on jerry jerry jerry every moment.
i want my black coat :(
thou i noe it's very exxxxxx lah.
and i want the s&k guy jacket also.
i tink it's damn nice, well for guys lah.


lols and yesterday tricia tell me that game the link very very fun ! lols.
i play non-stop lor (:
ahahas thx ah. =D

1212 words.
done.

had a wonderfull dream ytd.
it's a weird dream thou.
F4 having concert in a dunnoe wad place.
looks like our sch's auditorium but 4 times bigger and it's squarish.
den JERRY stand at the right side.
and they sing can't help falling in love.
3metres can reach him already. >,,< den sw sit beside me. :) LOL . den ltr dunnoe why, after their item, i cannot open my eyes. i use my fingers force open my eyes also cannot. ahhhhs wad a weird dream. but i'm happy ! becus can see jerry :) can see him very good already. zuo ren yao zhi zu ;)

ok went out just now. it's super boring can. ntg to buy , ntg to shop for , no money.
and j8's s&k got new jerry poster.
SUPER SHUAI one (:
winter wear.
but here very slow lor.
in other country zao zao already got liao.
LOL. nvm, wad to do? LOL.






was reading my diary just now.
felt untterly sad and foolish.
i was so stupid.
no, i was the stupidiest girl on earth.
how could i have written those stuffs?
hais.

950 words.
miic jiayou :)

m4 jiayou also !
he rawks !




dunnoe why.
just now when i hear kai bu liao kou, i feel damn damn sad.
okay not just now.
is everytime i hear that song i feel very sad.
it's like the person u love's gonna fly off to somewhere very far and that he/she will never return again (the starting part - aeroplane take off sound effect) , but you could not express how much you like him/her becus of some reasons that you are unable to say.
JUST LIKE SHANCAI AND DAOMING SI !
okay i read the book again.
this time is the 12th time i tink .




after commonwealth essay, chiong nyaa !
i'm gonna leave the service part blank i've decided.
okays.
den after that, erms, watch tv whole day ! ahahas .
i've been watching alot of tv this holiday.
everyday watch about 5~7hrs.
>,,<



okay gnna try finish it.
BYE !

merry x'mas ! lols i know it's still darn early . but i found this pic . i tink it's darn nice ! ahahahs ! cus it's
m i c k e y m o u s e !
ahaha s!!



okay i've finalllyy written 520words .
80 more words to 1/2 of 1200 >,,<
ohMAN !
hais .
and what i've written so far are crap .
really really total crap .
and the character in my story is Mr. Yen .
LOL !
ahahahaha . sry i'm mad .



my hair is straight now .
but after a few days it will be curly again .
actually too straight not good .
very weird lor .
like ***** .
LOL .
sian .



nyaa how ?
NYAA HOW ?
i do the camp one only leh .
service how ?! hais .
:(( it's making me feel sad again .


3 days never talk to lsw liaos )):
ahahas i tink she's back from camp today =)
hope at night can see her online .






gone ~!

went out with amanda zhenwen and huifang .
zhenwen's mad ! as usual .
lols .
i spent about 13bucks on food .
FOOD .
$3 dim sum , $2 watermelon juice ,$2.80 icecream , 2 sticks of chicken from toriQ ($1.80) and $4 famous amos cookies .
i'm darn broke man !
and .
neos - $2 .
i bought a bag today - $23 .
black !!
ahahas i like it cus it's black .
and according to the lady , it's waterproof .
okay lah .
and got one big button !
ahahas .
i tink it's okay .
gonna buy a brown / green one next time .
i'm reli reli reli broke .
no money left :( really darn sad lah !
i still must left money fer sw to help me buy the book !!
ok that is if she can find it in hk . i hope she can lah . =D



ok no more money buy xmas cards .
lucky uncle's present settle liaos .
if not i really really die liao .



feeling bored .
bored .
bored .
but i dun wanna go out liao .
no money to buy things :(((

ahaha !
today txy last epi .
me going tp find huifang ltr! ahaha !
go disturb her . lol .
den rush home watch txy .
poor lsw cannot watch txy last epi .
i tink she must be very very upset not able to see her dayang . LOL .
and so sad , ytd stars awards dadi nvr get the best actor :(
i thot he will get lor !
he act the weird fellow in txy very good ! lols !
nvm lah .



tmr gg out !
dunnoe go where .
so far amanda & huifang confirm can go .
hope zhenwen can go lah !
i wanna buy her bday present . lol :)




if it really happens then we must congrats him and not condemn him .
and no matter what i will support him . :)
four years ain't short .

lol .
ytd i watched epi 10~14 i tink .
nvr reli fast forward cus got alot of jerry jerry jerry .
ahahahs !
he's so ........................ NICE !!!!
ahahas ben nu ren !
ahahas !
"shancai ni zai na li .. gan kuai da dian hua gen wo lian luo !"
AHAHAHAS .
he's so nice !
wad a nice guy .


sry this few days dun feel like blogging abt life .
life's so boring .
and sad witout jycx (: .
and to hell with my commonwealth essay .
i shall rewrite it when i'm free .



next tues !
go out with zw ? amanda ? wendy ? huifang ?

i re-watched liu xing hua yuan .
fer the dunnoe how many times .
but this time i fast-forward alot . (:
onli when got daoming si den i STARE at the tv ! :) ahahas !
he's still as funny as ever ! ahahhas ! i luff and luff and luff until my bro thot i'm a mad person .

i watch the bai se ju ta trailer fer more than 5 times ler .
i just can't take my eyes off it .
gonna watch it again ! ahahas .


doing the commonwealth essay now .
i wrote 238 words .
CONGRATS ME PPLE !
238 / 1200 x 100% = die

omg omg omg
i'm really really going mad over bai se ju ta .
though it haven release .
budden i saw the trailer .
it's OMG lor .
my mind now only got jerry jerry jerry .
and when i think of it i wanna smile .
i wanna laugh .
i wanna cry .
cry becus ,
it's a gan ren show .
some parts .
okay most of the parts .
jerry cry , i also wanna cry .
OMG it rawks !
THE HOSPITAL !
he improved in acting !!
and he wear the doctor uniform is chao shuai one .
omg .
OHMYGOODNESS !
i just can't stop oh-my-goodness-ing .
can it fasterrrrrr release ?
i cannnnoottt waitt ler !!! (:

homework untouched
commonwealth essay .
homework halfway thru
chinese assesment book left 3 more to go.



i'm suffering from extreme love sickness .
i MISS jycx SO MUCH ! ))))))))))"=
sighhh !
>,,< hais when will my wish be granted ?


anyways my new blog almost done liao .
i LOVE it .
love the url too .
LOL .
(:



i want a blue sunglass ! ahahas !
and a black coat !
ok not a coat . erm .... a ...
i dunnoe lah ! ahahas !
I LOVE BLACK MAN !
black black black .
i want everything in this world to be black !
black's jerry's fav colour too :)




wish i dream of jerry tonights .
nights pple .