My head is so damn pain!
So freaked out by the camp.
I seriously think I would not be able to survive without bathing and washing my hair and most importantly SLEEPING. Sigh. Sleeping is VERY IMPORTANT YOU KNOW!! :(
Hais.. >(
Depressed. And the worst thing is.. if got my friends around me I feel better. Now.. HAIS!! Utterly depressed! >(((( arghhhhhhhh!! Spoil my mood only. And looking at the list of things we have to bring which is just right infront of me now, I really peng.. Worst of the worst, I'm not a leader.. >.<

Sigh.
So aft briefing went out with the usual people =) Hahahas.
Go eat pepper lunch! LOL! Damn funny lah. We were talking abt zh days and LOH SING WOON. HAHAHHAS! I miss zh so much. (*Bei1 chong2 zhong1 lai2) LOL!
Hais!! AHHHHHHHHH!!



I want to watch Shrek3 with Muiteng! (Okay i know i'm damn slow lah -.-)
I want to watch zong ji yi jia.



And I really love my blog song. Everytime I listen to it I feel like crying!! =)

And seriously, i think i'm really stupid. It's always my wishful thinking. Hais. Forget it. I knew people will change. I knew it! I hate liars. I hate hate hate! Hais.


I hope results don't so fast out.. Let me survive longer..

Hais.

So screwed!

Gone case.

Nothing to say.

Maybe I was day-dreaming and did not put in enough effort.

Maybe I was slacking but I thought I was studying but everything was screwed up in my puny little brain.

Hais.

Forget it.

It's time to have a holiday that I did not hav during the june hol.

But need to do CLL + MATH + blahhhhhhhhs~

You know. hais.



Tmr have camp briefing.

Well most of the ppl I know are going and can skip PW lor. Shuangness. LOL! i'm so bad!

I'm going to buy wang zi soon!
It's so nice!!

Wow. Long time no update!!
Mon was geog and math. Shit them lah. Hais. Geog was starmoonsun. I studied like mad for e/q and volcanoes!! END UP LEH?! Waliao, damn shit. Then for math, for the first time in my life, I left 10marks of math blank without doing any workings! Hais. Angry with myself for not being able to do. No time to check. Hais.
Ytd was chem. Well I think it's okay. But tedious work. Hais. No time to check whole pp also. MCQ never check dao. When I finished the last qn the tcher says time's up! hais.
Last paper on fri! SIX HOURS paper! Hais. The worst paper I predict. Hais. Jiayou Miic. Then aft tt I wanna go play~~ :D

Goodbye people!

I never knew I was so insignificant.
THANKS. THANKS ALOT SIA!!!


My brain is full of math for the past 2 days. Today is last day for math. I feel like vomitting a pool of bloooooooddddddddddddd!! Omg. Chim Chim Chim. Difficult =x Stupid mic.

Hais.

Jasmine -> LOL of cus I know u're bl lah.. how many jasmine do i know?! LOL! Takecare!



Forget about the unhappenings, and move on. Leave everything aside, even the happy memories. Don't look back, because u'll regret the things you've done. How could you be so stupid??

那年夏天宁静的海.
那时我们天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距离
很贪心要全世界注意
只是太年轻
快乐和伤心
都像在演戏
一碰就惊天动地
今天看你
昨天的你去了哪里
那年夏天我和你躲在
这一大片宁静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待
今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆你真是精彩
还记得一起努力
还有那些一言为定
现在我就当过去是种学习
虽然好不容易



Yo! Hahas sound so "high" right? Lol.
I MUST STUDY YAO (medicine) LATER! MUST!!!!!
YAO YAO YAO! YI DING YAO STUDY YAO! LOL! HAHAHAS!
I plan to take 3hours studying yao! Cus it's tough lah! Wish me luck ;)

Learn to accept it if you can't change it. Learn to love it if u have to live with it.

By the way, my dear fren cum twin went back home today! LOL she's damn nice lah she asked me whether want to buy jerry things or not. LOL! Finally someone who love idols as much as me!

Goodbye~

Back from camp!
I found a twin sister!! LOL! We have so much in common lah! Hahs!
Yeah and I really thank her. (= She's a nice friend to have. Like a big sister. =)
Spent nights talking + eating. Yeah. talk.
Actually i think this camp erm, not v interesting. quite waste my precious time.
But anyhow, forget it.
And i'm dead tired lah! Slept so little. If u noe me well you should know i'm the type who sleeps at 10. Lol!

Haven't start studying at all !
What the hell!! :(
So dead X_X
Two more damn weeks nia!!
But is not I slack lor is I have no choice !
SIGH!!!!
Ahhhhhh!
PW sucks.

Love jerry forever! Jerry jerry jerry :DDDDDDD

Waa I feel so guai I did my research for PW. LOL! Guai lor hahahas.
Well well..

Tmr is LEP camp! hahahas will be gone for FOUR days. Hais. There goes my studying days. Dunnoe how to cope with midyears. So much to study! Right now I'm still trying to understand energetics man! UNDERSTAND not study! SIGH! Wan dan le!
So just now went out to buy bag for camp. Hahahas now I got a duplicate of my puma bag! LOL!! Puma rawks because of xiuyi! hahahas :x whooops!

Okay right now i shall go pack my bag and go enthalpy & entropy lerrrrrrrrr !! Energetics is terribly difficult to understand!!!!

Goodbye people!

And I miss loh sing woon and wendy oan and tan mui teng and peh si hui and the rest!

i feel lyk a piece of shit now! Hahas shit.. Hais.. My flu one wk + le still not okay!

Anyway yesterday was BBQ! Cool it has been a long time since I last BBQed. Hahahas it's fun! Like always lah. BBQ is fun! hahahas! Yah I ate like a pig :D Hahs. But I was like tired yesterday. Reach home bath and go sleep le. Yeah.


Hais. Sadness. Where are the people who used to listen to me? Where are the people who used to make me laugh? Consolation, yes, i did that for them. but hav they did that to me? NO THEY DID NOT! they are apathetic! they don't understand my feelings. NO ONE DOES! Damnnit lor. Really. Damnnit. And I wonder and wonder, what's lack in my life: understanding.

My blog song describes my mood. Yes duan le de xian. There's this part of me that's so empty, kong xu. and it needs to be filled up, badly.

So many things happening. I wonder, when the day comes, will anyone remember?? Will it be like last yr, where I have to spend it all alone in my own room, doing nothing but hu si luan xiang-ying????

Studying starts today/ like finally. well I hope.

Tried to do all my homework ytd. Did chinese. Wrong is copied chinese. Just copy copy copy, den did the compre, did all 3 mag extracts. Left with book review 1000words. I think I school re-open then do. Hahs.
And i'm dead tired now lah after eating the medicine. Cus went to see doc jus now after school.

Watching the online lect now. I think, damn cool lah. Hahahas but dont really understand. Must try to understand le.

Tmr morning need to go for CCA, den at night is BBQ! Yay ! tmr = offday.

Time is running out.

Miic, chiong ah!