Taken yesterday; (: i love group one. every1 in group 1 because we are nice peeps =)

Well, I'm in exco. Temporary. Me yeeting lihui and jas; grp one. Hahas. Well to say the truth, i'm erm. i feel that i shouldn't be in. Cus i know nothing abt editting, and i knew v minor stuffs abt photoshop. jus u noe, click this one den blahblah. those simple things. yet i'm the head.. oh my..oh my dear..i think my speech is misleading. oh my. oh my god. how am I to juggle well btween studies and CCA??!!! wo de ma ya.. how? how to survive. can someone tell me? i'll try. to be the truth: i'm scared. but i'm really thankful i have group one and I'm in group one.

Anyways back to today.
Went to do pw! well that place is a good place man. Quiet and good to discuss things. hahahas.
We manage to discuss everything within 45mins lah! So good right? hahahas!


With great power comes great responsibility.


It's homework time.

Hai.

Depressed.

Depressed.

Billions of stuffs to do for CLL.
I've only completed one so far!! Hai.
Tmr need to do PW.
Hais.
Need to catch up with geog.
Hais.
Need to get my flu cured.
Hais.
Need to get enough rest.
Hais.
Next tues-fri GONE.
HAIS HAIS.


With so many hais(s), i think i really have depression.

Sucks.

Sucks totally.

Lol. crapping with friends for about 2.5hrs plus. crap about the topic LOVE. Lol damn funny. we are whispering in the lib lah. But we keep laughing. So it's like, still noisy. hahahahas!
And I'm really thankful I'm not a loner. At least I'm not now. I have classmates and friends around me who cares.
Din do any revision :( and lep is crazy.
Aft lep went to library to do homework. Managed to finish 3/4 of the essay. Still got 2 more hw. I shall go do soon.
Need to do 2 more GP mag extracts. Mic jiayou ba!
Ironically, the one I was so close to drift away from me alrd. I know it. I can feel it de. Hai. But what to do? This is life.

Anyway tmr and wed is the day camp. Well, hope I won't be anti and I can talk to my group. Anyhow, I felt like crap today lah!


And pw sucks.

I never knew famous ppl look like my primary sch frens! LOL!!

I took this this morning at about 6+!! The sky is blue but there's this section of clouds that's orange! lol!

Was sick this few days. I was like damn groggy and I felt like fainting. And I practically slept my way thru the past few days. I hate flu lah!! Argh. And the weather suck totally
Finally Gp mid yrs is over! yays! i think that it's okay lah. provided i'm on the right track i hope. Lol.

And oooooo the holidays are here. I'm sooooo highly excited!! excited about the amount of stupid things I have to do!! hahahahhas! One billion math midyr papers + tys; chem midyr paper + tys; and CLL and pw obviously. And i'm even thrilled by the amount of days and time I have to do all these!! EXTREMELY HIGHLY THRILLED until my tears want to roll out!!



People are kiasuuu creatures.




LOL. this area. got fond memories.. see the staircase ther.. lol!

Good things today.
GPP approved. HIP HIP HURRAY!! Like finally. Okay lah I never contribute ALOT I admit. But I got do lah. Hahahas!

Bad things.
Rejected; >((((((( sad because of the time & effort I put in!!
Sorethroat + headache from yesterday until today;
1000words essay not a single word written;(by next week which means mon for me)
CLL pp 1 qns;(by next mon)
GP midyr exam. SAT.
Stereotyped once again.;
Don't have the motivation to study;
Everythings cramp up in 1st + 2nd week of hol;
3rd + 4th week = PW + study for midyrs;
WHERE GOT TIME!!!!

Btw, my classmates are damn funny people. LOL! Despite I very tong ku from all these, I keep laughing.. ! LOL. It's like weird lah. I have never spoken to them face to face but I can talk to them online!!

Shall go off at 5pm.


This is life.

Waa..
I think I can WILL die.
Gonna miss FOUR hours of LEP.. :(((((
1.5hours of math.
1.5hours of geog.
OH MY GOD!
OH MY.


And my head is bursting right now.

Mama - Vanness (:

Damn tmr is the retest I think. But I kan kai le. Yeah my frens are right, what's the point of harping over a dumb thing? hahahas! FAIL JIU FAIL lor. Right?
And tmr is tues. damnnn~
And yeah, camp. Hahas i can't wait for lepcamp. cus my roommate is wt! hahahas! and it's lyk, finally, four days of not studying. hahaha!

Yeah I have a 1000words zuo wen to do! AH! I need inspirations!
>>((((((



Oh yah! and there's this rain mv that he is so damn freaking shuai can! hahahhas! =)


Oh man, homework time !
Right now it's volcanoes.. uh ber touch lor! hahahas!
GO MIIC GO! Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou! lol my motto of life. hahahas!

Lol I'm known as JERRY SUPER FAN (: YAY! I love this name. HAHAHAHS! ^^\/

Anyways, I just reached hm nt long ago. Did functions this morning until now. I dunnoe what I'm doing at all la. I jus try my best! hahahas! energetics is crazy. I dun understand leh!!!!
Sigh.
I really dont want to go lah. I'm praying. Yes I know life is not only about studies. Life is about enjoying + upgrading yourself + improve. I will accept what is for me, i will try my best.

Yes, I have been emotional. I cried at little stuffs. I'm not growing up. I will change, for the better. Learn to accept it, if you can't change the world. hahahas reminds me of the wonderful song by westlife and ah niao! i miss ah niao's smile..



Omg. Dadong is still so cute man. LOL!

I want to go tokyo someday; for F4 + fei lun hai's exhibition. Hahahas!

I was having a good mood until now, reli. waddahell. i hate missing lessons okay. u can say that i'm a mugger. though i really hate that word. but DO I HAVE A CHOICE? reli no choice. I'm born stupid okay? I need to study ultra billion hard in order to just scrap pass a damn bloody test. I need to go thru all the damn notes so many times in order to understand one simple idiotic logic. I need to spend dunnoe how many long tedious hours before I can complete one tut. And now. WHAT IS THIS MAN? WHAT IS THIS? I really. really. really. really got nothing to say.

Okay let me blog PROPER now.
Today PW lesson = gossip abt db. hahahhahas! it's really damn funny lah! it's like we r laughing at what she is doing at that very moment. Den we yue jiang yue yuan say until gh*st. Lol! Damn eerie but v funny lah! Lol. Lucky we hav her in the class or else I think we would nt hav so much laughters! LOL i know I'm bad but she isn't a pure innocent person either. ;P And my cls isn't tt bad either. =)
Den during GP she started skipping in the class announcing tt the tcher is nt here. Den i tried doing incline outside pe rm but failed to do so. Next wk hav to retest everything. Hais. Hope dunnid 2.4. But i rather run 2.4 than incline. I guess I would definitely fail it agn. Hais. Hopelessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! Then aft that talk to zh. hahahas! lucky class got her & wanting they all. or else i think i will really hav zi bi zhen. cus this morning i had zi bi zhen. I dun wanna talk to anyone. hai.

and chem is driving me nuts. so is math.

got to do CLL agn. >________< Oh man.

Hais.
If i cannot do 7 incline tmr + 36cm of sit and reach I have to retake the whole damn thing. Like what the hell? WHERE GOT THIS TYPE of logic?? Hais. I dun care le. i can cont failing and failing den I dunnid play any games then when assessment comes I jus fail and sit there and cry my eyes out.

And and and, PW reli sucks. LOL. Hais. I'm like doing for nothing.
I nid to complete my part as soon as possible. Yes AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!!!

And chem is.. scary. >(((((
Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii;



Oh and yes, june holidays = no holidays at all.
Study+CCA+study+homework.

Life of a student.

Damn.
It's funny how apathetic can people be towards other people's feeling. I hate it. I dont feel like talking anymore. Let me gao zi bi. I dont want to talk tmr.
I hate TUESDAYS. Damn. GPP rejected, gonna see a F when i take back GP test tmr, I'm not doing work all because of pw. and yes, there is chi hw again. I jus saw on the web.
>((((((((((((((((((((
It's good to hav this blog, to vent my anger and frusrations.


Argh.
THings will work out.
Some how.
The dark clouds with disappear.. miraculously.

Lala I'm so in love with jiekou by s.h.e! it's SUPER COOL can!
cus the song lyrics is a combination of all the jay songs!! like so cool sia! hahahas!
still, my fav is wu yue tian((; ah xin!! shuaiiii!
i think the album is pretty nice ! though alot of raps lah. Hahas but NICE!!

Sian day. Slacked for 2.5hrs. Den had spa. Pretty alright(: Today is breakfast day with wt ((((: chicken porridge is so nice lah! first time eat lor! it's gonna be my fav breakfast every mon other than guotiao!! cus quite sick of guo tiao le.. hahahas!

my mood quite good huh. hahahas.

i hate PW!!

OMG! I survived the worse week of my life.. well so far!
Hahahas!

Firstly, i had geog test on tues which was shit because I did not study the parts I thought was not important lah.
Secondly, i had PFT on that day which I flunked my incline and sit and reach.
Thirdly, i took back math cls test: 4/10! fail. hais. sad lah.
Next, i had math test on thurs and i did not do a 4mark qn. NO TIME!
Then i had 2.4km! 15.01!! OMG. 15 can get B lor. becuase of ONE SEC i get C. WADDDEEEEHHHHHHHHEELLLL lah! hais.. fated de lor. Anyways overall still FAIL. F-A-I-L. Need to retest. PLEASE BLESS ME THAT ONLY NID TO RETEST 2 items PLEASE. or else I will die.
Friday was GP test. I REALLY HAV NO IDEA WHAT I WAS WRITING cus i was dead tired. And I did not make my stand = die. Sighs.
Yet the thing to be cheered abt is pw. My grp is finally working things out and we seem to be getting somewhere though we are slower than other grps.. haven't hand in gpp first draft.. but yeah we are talking sensical stuffs now. LOL!

today was the worse test for me. I wrote until my pen left 1/4 lor. seriously. i wrote and wrote and never stop at all!! yet i fail to make sense out of it lah. i jus throw in whatever thing i remembered. jus hope i can subpass.

aft that i went to watch spiderman3!! NICE MAN!
The best part of spiderman! hahahas!
and harry is shuai. SUPER! I din noticed until just! LOL!
though he disfigured still v v v shuai lor. omg. angmohs are shuai de. HAHAHA ah niao did u see this?


Phew, I can finally have a good night sleep tonight.
Must chiong geog tut! and math! and CHINESELIT! hais..
and study chem spa~

Miic jiayou~!!!!!

hais.
I just could not control my tears and I let them fall the moment I reached home.

Nothing ever goes right today.
I did study for geog but the MCQs are tricky, not difficult. I think so far got 5 wrong le. Sighs.
I failed my five item test ALL BECAUSE OF INCLINE AND SIT AND REACH. Incline I get F lor. F. Hais.
The tchers are all unreasonable. Suan me and scold me for no good reason when it's their fault.

ARGHH tests and tests and tests and stupid thing clashing with one another when they claim to says study is our top priority. what the hell man. WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!! :((((((((((((((((


ARGH.

Ytd reached hm at 4.30pm, headache, ate medicine, reached home tried to study CLL but to no avail. it sucks k. i love chinese but it reli eats up my brain cells. got so fed up with pw. Other classes and groups have finished but we have yet to write a single sentence. only 2 person doing.
hais.
Homeworks is not driving me mad. I'm kinda on pace with tut(s) since I have loads of breaks and I do them when I have breaks. Ironically, the problem lies with all the shit tests. Geog is pretty fine since we have studied plate tect b4. the problem is CLL. I have yet to touch math. And the reason why i come online NOW is to do GPP. I must go study math later. I don't want to fail my first math lect test since I kinda flunked the class test. hais. but I heard that it's damn difficult. I'm damn confused because of CLL. there are zillion to study, zillion pages of notes, zillion pages of textbook.
hais.
I think stress isn't the word to use. The word to use is frusration. Frusration witht the lack of communication among group members, frusration with the inability to memorise all the shit..
well well, i think i'll jus try my best and bluff my way thru the cl exam.. Just write shit and try to make sense out of it..
hais.
So now I shall go try and add more words to GPP and make sense out of it.
Goodbye.
May I pass the worse week of my life (tmr) .
hais.

and btw, ah niao rawks(:

The freaking amount of stuffs I have to study for CLL is !@#$%****
I tell you.. I'm on the verge of breaking down!!
I'm doing chinese like almost every single day.
EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Hais. Hais. Hais.

Next week got four tests.
Geog . Math(i'm dead) . GP(dunnoe how to write, no content). CLL(all the poems + 2 lyrics i think) .
Hais.
I just want to break down!!
This sat still must do stuffs for CCA. until 1pm!! OMG by the time I reached home is erm.. letmi see. the earliest: 3pm??
HAIS..
TMD lor. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((

AND THE MOST IMPT THING IS.
I HAVEN'T START GPP.
MY GRP HAV YET TO WRITE NOR PLAN ANYTHING FOR GPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG.
can u hear my screams???
i think i'm really stressed up.

on the brighter note, which i think is not bright also, camps coming up. while midyrs are coming too.

Hectic and stress.

The thing to make me feel better: SMILE TO ME.
I like seeing people's smile.